Jaystar took a walk outside. Not just outside his den, but outside of camp. The stress of being a clan leader was getting to him. He sighed and buried his head in his paws. “Moonstar was an idiot for choosing me as her deputy…” Jaystar muttered,”Deadstar an even bigger one for giving me to her… Moonstar saved me when I was a kit— but did I ever repay her when the storm seperated her and Lycheepaw from the rest of the clan? No! No i didn’t! I-I lost my mentor and my apprentice…” Burying his head farther into his paws he began to sob. Noticing a sharp stone nearby, Jaystar reached for it with one paw. Maybe Skyheart would be a better leader than the asshole that I am! he thought. Jaystar picked up the stone, paws shaking, was moments away from stabbing it into his heart, something he clearly did not have.