[Akira]

Originally Posted by Fawnhearted

[ Note : Imagine knowing how to write posts, can't relate ]

Seedheart
She/They
47 Moons

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Seedheart froze.

"W-what did you say?"

She couldn't help as tears overflowed her eyes, and she felt her heart drop into her stomach. This had to be a cruel joke, maybe he had misspoken?

In her heart, they knew the kit had been truthful, and it wasn't his fault, but she couldn't help but lash out in anger.

"What? No. You have to be wrong! You're just a kit for Starclan's sake! How can you know,, how could you know that I'm broken?"

Her heterochromic eyes were now blurry with tears, and they felt as if they couldn't breathe. Time seemed to slow down as the tortoiseshell started hyperventilating. They had to be wrong,,, right? No kit could hold this much knowledge, even if they were from Starclan.

This place had seemed so beautiful before, but now the silence was so scary and the once glimmering trees felt like eyes. Seedheart just wanted to wake up from this nightmare,,

Her words were barely coming out and she could barely stand up. Kits had been such a huge part of her plan for life and she felt so lost.

"I lost my father, my son, my family and my friends, my life, and now this is happening! Why me?"

She choked out a sob and turned to Eelkit.

"Please,, please tell me you're wrong. Please tell me you mispoke or- or,,"

Her chance at a biological family was ruined. Seedheart felt so lost and alone. Her only family left was Petuniafire and,, and her kits. Why was Seedheart so unlucky? Even though she knew her cousin had gone through terrible stuff like Seedheart had, and she had lost family, she couldn't help but feel jealous.

It felt like a fire was burning inside her, scorching and burning her heart. The pain of Eelkits news felt so physical. Like her heart was shattering and her brain wasn't working.

There was too much going on. She just wanted this pain to end. When would this nightmare end? They felt as if the last few moons had been so horrible, and she was just starting to get her life together. It wasn't fair!

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@Ritsuka

@birdie @Dino @Dirtfur @TheNyanCatMinecart @thepirateking (thought you guys might like to see this ^^)

The moment Eelkit watched Seedheart's happiness crumble was the moment that he decided that this was the last time he would deliver news such as this. The guilt and pity continued to eat him up from inside, but the kit forced a blank expression on his face Seedheart yelled at him, forcing himself steady despite the tears that came from the warrior (and threatened to leave the kit as well).

But... What made it worse was the harsh denial from Seedheart. The now RiverClan warrior seemed so desperate to believe what Eelkit said was a lie, but... He couldn't allow her to believe a lie. No, he wouldn't allow them to.

"No, what I said was the truth. You won't ever have your own kits, made from your own blood. Not now, and not anytime soon. It won't ever happen, no matter how much you scream and plead!" Eelkit hissed, forcing his own emotions away. Seedheart had to face reality, no matter how much both cats wanted anything but that. "You just can't, okay? Give it up... You won't have any kits."