"A beautiful mess we are, yes?"
introducing... (a new warrior)
Hemlockhollow of WindClan.
male - he/him - AFAB
these song(s): Falling by Trevor Daniel | Hold On by Chord Overstreet | Mockingbird by Eminem | Love The Way You Lie by Eminem |
16 moon old WindClan warrior
"Hey... Don't leave me..."
- pyrophobia - fire
- aquaphobia - water
- isolophobia - being alone
- philophobia - love
Whilist he has a fear of both fire and water, Hemlockhollow is deathly fearful of being alone and abandoned again. Despite his fear of being abandoned, he is scared of love as well. He often holds back his emotions and seems distant, and he sometimes even pushes those cats he cares about away - in fear of losing them, he often loses them to another who loved them first.
He is resentful and bitter at first, often making jokes about himself. He is like the Russians - often using himself as the brunt of the joke. He often disregards himself and he seems as if nothing matters. He often seems as if he hates himself - and he does, he really does. He hates everything about himself, and he can often be seen glaring at the sky or a plant as he mentally destroys himself. He makes himself suffer by pushing himself to his limits, and it often makes him seem as if he is an obedient warrior when really he only wants to stop and leave. He feels as if everyone hates him sometimes. He feels so weak although he's strong. He makes promises but he often breaks them by accident, pushing cats away when he does so.
Because of his family's deaths, he often feels as if everyone he cares about will leave him - so he does everything to make him seem as if he's a terrible cat and he self-sabotages because he doesn't want them to leave him but he's still scared. He can be gentle, though. He can be gentle and a sweet warrior when someone breaks through his emotionless shield. He can't help himself, he falls for some cats so easily but he ends up pushing them away.
Hemlockhollow is a violent warrior, though. He can be violent and he often fights without hesitation when needed. He can be brash and stubborn as well.
"Straighten up little soldier. What are you crying about? You have me."
A very feminine cat with dark red mackerel tabby fur on his right side, that's almost the color of blood. His left side is completely black all the way to the end of his tail, which is white. He has a white dot on the back of his ears. His fur is long and silky, his build is small and slightly muscular and lithe. His eyes are a bright, cold light green color that is often filled with ice. His red fur is marred by a series of burn scars and his right eye is blind by a large scar there, also from the fire.
"Maybe we'll wake up and this'll all be a dream..."
I think they would get along because Hemlock can often be a good cat when he wants to be. He is often misunderstood and does not talk about his past although he'd not be as bitter if he did.
"All I've ever done is want to make you happy - to make sure you were happy! I've been here for you for most of my life. You don't care, you've never cared! You're just there, hiding and cowering away from me as if you're scared of me-"
"MAMA! Come back! I... I didn't mean it-!"
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Zel - Okay... I tried. I tried so hard to win
your Dunepaw's heart. Heartbounce: But I really like this young cat and I can't help it. He seems so sweet-