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Originally Posted by Sasukewolf (madness)

[Rage]
[Deadmind]
Rose
Sasuke

Rages slient words:
Deadmind... since the day we met, I’ve been in love with you. I constantly just try to speak to you. Annoy you. Even kiss you whenever I get the chance. At first you were annoyed than you eventually grew to love me back. But the way you did it so casually as if we were dating our whole life when you just kissed me to shut me up. I never blushed so hard~
Everyday I would spend time with you, learning your fears and ... past. To think someone so head strong and stubborn who have lived like that.. treated like a animal, abused so bad he ended up killing so many people just to protect himself... I never hugged him so hard. He of course grew angry hitting me in the head telling me that it was all in the past!.... so? Doesn’t mean it doesn’t haunt you. I know it does... we sleep together and you would often have nightmares and all I can really do is hold you close... I never felt so helpless.
Eventually you learned about what I really am. And why my eyes and mouth are always sewn up and that... kinda hurt me. Sasuke tried to turn you away telling you that there was nothing you can do about what I am...
A dead body powered up by darkness...
that’s how I met Sasuke, I died before him... and he saved me by breaking the code... and bringing me back to life however I was not stable and he told me that I tried to end my life and that he was sorry. He said it so many times that it made me felt guilty but also think. Why? And how?
These questions were never answered and you grew stressed about it.
Constantly you were bury yourself in books, trying to find a cure to what I am... I tried to tell you. I tried to get you to listen but... you didn’t.
You got angry at me and told me to just let do it... that it wouldn’t be fair that I gave you everything yet you didn’t give me anything.
Which was wrong so wrong.
I love you, I love your laugh, your soft touch, your voice everything! You’re the reason I grew to love myself and what I am. I accepted the fact that I can’t see or fully kiss you ... I accepted it because I can feel and touch you instead!... but this wasn’t enough for you.
You were tired, stressed and always away from me .... I didn’t want that.
So I made... a deal with a woman and her little snake friend. They would let me see! So I can finally see you however...
Rage!! Please snap out of it!!
It hurts...
Deadmind! You have to do it! He’s suffering! End it!!
Never!! I can fix this!! I know I-
It hurts so much....
Rose please no!! Don’t get near him!! Don’t hurt him!!
I’m tired... but I can hear you...I can finally see you.
I’m sorry.... but I’m not letting him kill our family.
I can finally-
.....
......
Welcome home son.
....I’m home? ... why are you crying? Where are we?
..... In a place where no one can see us... a place where we can no longer touch our loves... we’re home.

wHY-