[alec]

cw: parental abuse, low self esteem

"i was sick a lot since i was born really- im getting trained and im trying but-..." minkpaw trailed off again, shrugging non committedly once again. being weaker than some of the seven moon old apprentices didn't necessarily float around her head all the time anymore, she had other things to think about, but it being pointed out to her directly made her shift in discomfort.
it was silly, really, she shouldnt be reacting like this was a big thing at all but she couldnt help but feel a bit sick at the thought of how disappointed her mother would be to know she was even thinking about not becoming a warrior. it was her duty, become a warrior, serve her clan, become a queen, rinse and repeat. she knew it was right and she was a shame to her bloodline for hating to think about where she would be even just 5 moons in the future.
"i dont know" she replied helplessly, 'i dont know' seemingly her new favourite word judging by how much she had said it the fast few minutes.

( @SuspiciousMindz blazingstar )