[Cobra]

Illicit closed his eyes when he heard the sigh. "I do not deserve you. You need something better than me." He was so stupid - so dumb to think somecat actually wanted him. He was an outcast, set to forever look but never find.. "My parents.. they were good, loyal, trusted warriors. Pure ShadowClan. Obedient. Leader's pets. They didn't even love each other, they just thought they would have the best offspring. It was horrible. So.. when me and my brother were born.. He was named Ashkit, I Smokekit. He's still there." Illicit was quiet for a moment, then he spoke again. "I miss him." He buried his muzzle in Haze again, smelling the sweet scent of his pelt.. oddly, his boyfriend didn't seem to be effected by the rank of the Dark Forest. "I love you," he murmured again. He just couldn't stop saying it.

// @Exis