"I wish she were still here every day. I barely want to train anymore."
Bearpaw
-> Bear his thick brown fur and stocky build paw suffix required for all apprentices
Male [afab]
-> he/they
11 moons
HailClan
-> none
Apprentice
-> kit
Biromantic | Graysexual
Description
A thick-furred stocky brown tom with black and white smudges on their face and paws. Their fur is scruffy and matted in some places, and their eyes are droopy with tiredness most of the time.
Personality
Disabilites
-> Depression
Traits
(+) friendly [outwardly]
(-) lethargic
(-) unenergized
(-) self-loathing
(=) stubborn
Backstory
Before the trip, he was just an average and fairly new apprentice. He always tried to cheer the Clan up and strived to be a light in the dark times pressing down on the Clan. Their friends and mother encouraged him throughout it. Then his mother started having trouble breathing and keeping pace around the time just after the rogue incident. They stayed up at night to watch her, eventually finding out she'd been sick before they had even left. Eventually, it got so bad he had to stay behind with his mentor at one of the resting places so they could sit with his mother while she slipped away. It was painful almost physically to them. He hated all of it. When she took her last rattling breath, she shed a single tear and told him that she was proud of him, that she'd watch them. His descent into the dark spiral that is now his life was gradual at first and then it was a nosedive into the abyss. They still have trouble sleeping.
Relations
Family
Smallfoot mother - deceased
Unknown father - unknown
Friends/Enemies
Love Life
Offspring