How…how did I fail this badly? (Open)

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(Lynx just got rejected at his first resurrection attempt, and now is trying to figure out how to get accepted while regretting his life choices. Quick overveiw, he fell in love with a ThunderClan 'paw and got killed by Bumble.)

Lynxpaw
(Male-He/Him)
(7 moons)

Stupid, stupid, stupid, Lynxpaw chided himself. His attempt at ressurection had collapsed extremely fast. He felt tears well up in his eyes, and let them flow. They're right, I don't deserve it. Falling in love with Ghost was my worst and last descision. He shook his head. To convince the judges he was sorry (and he was), he needed a plan. Problem was, he had none. "What luck," he said sarcastcally. "I die, just so I can hate myself for all eternity."

(Open)

[Spookez.]

Itami (Cloverpaw.)
Real age: 167 moons. Her Age at the time she died: 9

"Hii!" Itami screamed, appearing behind her new "Friend." Someone to talk to! Amazing! Her grip on sanity was slowly slipping. Spending almost 150 moons trapped in the stars does a lot to a young new apprentice. "What's your name? I forgot mine a long time ago, So just call me Itami!"

@FeurSturm

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Originally Posted by Spookez.

Itami (Cloverpaw.)
Real age: 167 moons. Her Age at the time she died: 9

"Hii!" Itami screamed, appearing behind her new "Friend." Someone to talk to! Amazing! Her grip on sanity was slowly slipping. Spending almost 150 moons trapped in the stars does a lot to a young new apprentice. "What's your name? I forgot mine a long time ago, So just call me Itami!"

@FeurSturm

Lynxpaw
(Male-He/Him)
(7 moons)

Lynxpaw turned, his expression brightening a little. "Hello, Itami. I'm Lynxpaw." He noticed this cat was more then a little crazy-sounding. Oh well, better than nothing. "How long have you been here?"

(Sorry for short post)

[Spookez.]

Itami
Real age: 167 moons. Her Age at the time she died: 9


"How long have I been here? Oh I stopped counting at 120, Teheh" She smiled, sounding interested in this character. "How long have you been here? 50, 70, oh what about 200?" She would bounce up and down like a little kit.

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Originally Posted by Spookez.

Itami
Real age: 167 moons. Her Age at the time she died: 9


"How long have I been here? Oh I stopped counting at 120, Teheh" She smiled, sounding interested in this character. "How long have you been here? 50, 70, oh what about 200?" She would bounce up and down like a little kit.

Lynxpaw
(Male-He/Him)
(7 moons)

Lynx gaped at the older 'paw. 120? No wonder she acts so strange.Only a few days," he managed to answer. He was starting to like this cat, even if she was half-insane. "Why don't you sit down next to me?"

[Spookez.]

Itami
Real age: 167 moons. Her Age at the time she died: 9

"You know, it's real nice to finally talk to someone else after being stuck here scrapping at the endless void around you. The last time I had a conversation this long was 4 moons ago!" She laughed, as if being trapped in an endless void was funny or something joyful. "They say death is peaceful and relaxing, but I disagree. Don't you think? Sometimes I forget how to walk, breathe, or even open my eyes... It's been so long..." She looks at lynxpaw. " You very lucky. You remember everything, don't you?" She asks, seeming interested in the concept of remembering anything.
"Sometimes, up here it feels more of a punishment than freedom." She mumbles, sounding more calm. Her swift mood change also was another sign of insanity. "Not that I know how to feel! Or at least, remember how to."

@FeurSturm

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Originally Posted by Spookez.

Itami
Real age: 167 moons. Her Age at the time she died: 9

"You know, it's real nice to finally talk to someone else after being stuck here scrapping at the endless void around you. The last time I had a conversation this long was 4 moons ago!" She laughed, as if being trapped in an endless void was funny or something joyful. "They say death is peaceful and relaxing, but I disagree. Don't you think? Sometimes I forget how to walk, breathe, or even open my eyes... It's been so long..." She looks at lynxpaw. " You very lucky. You remember everything, don't you?" She asks, seeming interested in the concept of remembering anything.
"Sometimes, up here it feels more of a punishment than freedom." She mumbles, sounding more calm. Her swift mood change also was another sign of insanity. "Not that I know how to feel! Or at least, remember how to."

@FeurSturm

Lynxpaw
(Male-He/Him)
(7 moons)

"Yeah…I remember." Lynxpaw's tone became wistful. "The breeze, the feeling of the world being alive around you. If I get back, I'll never take anything for granted ever again." Suddenly, he looked sad. "It's my fault I'm here. It's all my fault."

[Spookez.]

itami
Real age: 167 moons. Her Age at the time she died: 9

Breeze? What was that? She remembered some Starclan cats having the Prefix Breeze. But she forgot what it was. She didn't know what a "Lynx" was anyway. When did she even learn what a prefix is?

"It must have felt amazing." Her eyes softened. As if, deep down she could remember. Or maybe another one of her insane mood swings. "You must have had friends. Family." She mumbled. Turning towards lynx. She may be somewhat insane, but she can read a room. "I don't think it's your fault. You lived your life. You made mistakes. You Remember. No cat can say killing or harming another is right. Because we are all just living. You realize that after spending around 150 moons trapped. Forgetting everything about yourself slowly." Smiling again towards him. "You must have had family, right? Friends? I can't remember my own name, never mind my life. But you have to remember, right?"
@FeurSturm

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Originally Posted by Spookez.

itami
Real age: 167 moons. Her Age at the time she died: 9

Breeze? What was that? She remembered some Starclan cats having the Prefix Breeze. But she forgot what it was. She didn't know what a "Lynx" was anyway. When did she even learn what a prefix is?

"It must have felt amazing." Her eyes softened. As if, deep down she could remember. Or maybe another one of her insane mood swings. "You must have had friends. Family." She mumbled. Turning towards lynx. She may be somewhat insane, but she can read a room. "I don't think it's your fault. You lived your life. You made mistakes. You Remember. No cat can say killing or harming another is right. Because we are all just living. You realize that after spending around 150 moons trapped. Forgetting everything about yourself slowly." Smiling again towards him. "You must have had family, right? Friends? I can't remember my own name, never mind my life. But you have to remember, right?"
@FeurSturm

Lynxpaw
(Male-He/Him)
(7 moons)

Lynx managed a small smile. "Yeah," he said, "I should remember. It still amazes me that you can't remember anything. Don't you remember the grass, the sky? Why haven't you tried to be ressurected? Or reincarnated?"

[Spookez.]

Itami


"I guess not. It's been a long while." She smiles, her goofy mood returning. "But you'll tell me everything about the real world, right?" Itami seemed to exist. She really missed living. "I never tried both of those things because... I'm scared."

@FeurSturm