tell me about your past thinking your future is me[private]

[Cobra]

➵ Illicit ⛓️

He had made it to help his family? That was.. startling. Illicit hadn't known Haze had so much family. He bit down on a piece of bone, enjoying the severe crunching sound it made. "Wow, you're related to all those jokers? Even kits? I thought you said you were a rogue.. wait." His mind scrawled with possible answers, but each of them was wilder then the next and he kept coming back to the obvious conclusion. "You've had.. more mates than me?" he asked, keeping his tone nonthreatening, though it was hard to beat the betrayed look off of his face.

Dang. Haze liked kits? But he was a murderer too! And Illicit had assumed right off the bat that all killers hated children. Guess the answer was nope. "Man, I don't know," he replied. "I really don't like kids. They get on my nerves. They're so freaking happy and it just makes me really mad. And maybe you can adopt kits! But I will not take any part in it."


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Blackhaze shuffles uncomfortably, “Not really... not exactly... we’ll. Just one night? Twice..... honest I swear I would never have if I’d have known you even existed. I thought I Wallis have been alone forever. I didn’t... I just...” I wanted a part of me to live on after I died. I wanted to rub it in Dawnstars smug face that she’d given shelter to my kin. I was cruel. I’m a monster. I do terrible things sometimes. “It happened.” The one cat we all agree on and you go and do this garbage. Stinkin idiot. Rakta spoke up for once. Their shared head agreeed on one thing, they hated themselves.

Wait, did illicit not like happy things? And he hadn’t been a happy kit. “I wasn’t a happy kit. In fact the moment I turned an apprentice I went on a killing spree. That’s not even fair. Kits aren’t all bad. You want a murderous kit, I’ll find you one. You want a crazy kit, there are loads. Not all of them are happy.” His voice raising just a bit more. He had two sons. Wait a second. “What happens when I get my memory back and I want to stay in my clan?” He asked with narrowed eyes. Was he the one who always had to jump though hoops?
@Cobra (I don’t know how this got lost I’m so so sorry.)

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