tell me about your past thinking your future is me[private]

[Cobra]

Illicit allowed the lick, adsorbed into his memory. He would always remember this moment. Always. He chuckled with Haze, smiling fondly at his boyfriend. Maybe. "Haze.. er.. do you.. want.. " This was one of the scariest things ever. "Doyouwanttobemymate." He said the last part slowly and quietly, hopefully Haze wouldn't shake it off as a joke.

// @Exis

[Exis]

Blackhaze chuckled a bit, a bead of sweat rolled down his face. Was he ready? Would he be good enough? Did he want this? “I wasn’t already your mate?” He asked cockily, a joke would help he was sure.
@Cobra

[Cobra]

Illicit felt the sweat drop onto his fluffy pelt. He flicked it off casually then turned his attention once again to Haze. Wow, the dude looked worried. Sure, he was too, but.. this seemed like the greatest moment of his life. Haze wasn't excited? "Bro, I don't know. Maybe. But, like, could we make it official?"

// @Exis

[Exis]

Blackhaze smiled, “Of course, ya, sorry. I’ve never had a mate before and I’m not sure what to do.” He mewed shuffling his paws. It was a lot, of course he wanted this but... what if when he lived again he forgot illicit?
@Cobra

[Cobra]

There. There was that smile he had fallen for. Illicit exhaled with relief, letting it course through his body. "Neither have I.. I mean, I've like flirted with other cats and all, but I've never.. had.. a mate.. so um, yeah??" He carefully brought his cheek to Haze's then felt the worry heating up his gorgeous black pelt. "What's wrong, Loverboy?"

// @Exis

[Exis]

Blackhaze Bowes his head. “What is when I live again I forget you?” he mewed slowly. It was a scary thought, to forget all those he loved. How could he?
@Cobra

[Cobra]

Illicit hesitated. He didn't know how to reply to that - Haze was going to live again? And.. he might forget Illicit? He wanted to reply with NO, DON'T LIVE AGAIN but that was not the right thing to say. "How could you ever forget me, darling?"

[ @Exis ]

[Exis]

Blackhaze smiled once again, “it’d be might hard, love. Now how’s about we stop worrying about all this? It won’t be for a long time now, I’ve got too much work to do.” He smiled brightly at illicit, i love him more than I’ve lived anyone else. He thought to himself.
@Cobra

[Cobra]

Illicit purred contentedly. Wow, it had been so long since he'd did that - wow. It all felt so new. Before, he'd convinced himself he would never find someone, that he was condemned to forever wander.. but now? He knew who his heart belonged to: Haze. Or Blackhaze, whatever. Haze sounded cooler. Much cooler. "Indeed it would. Work? Ah, for your Mafia."

[ @Exis ]

[Exis]

Blackhaze chuckled, “But of course, and until then I believe we should enjoy it.” he quickly melts down a bit, “Would you, illicit affairs, join me on a date?” He asked with a smile.

@Cobra (I swear they are so off track lmao.)