lonely.

[russet]

and depressed.
like i have a boyfriend but
we both have commitment issues
but i love him so much
id wanna die if we ever broke up
which probably will happen because im a terrible person
i wanna die already
and my anxiety is borderline a disability at this point
i hate my life
i hate myself
i hate humanity

help.

[Role]

Originally Posted by itsyaboirussetbird

and depressed.
like i have a boyfriend but
we both have commitment issues
but i love him so much
id wanna die if we ever broke up
which probably will happen because im a terrible person
i wanna die already
and my anxiety is borderline a disability at this point
i hate my life
i hate myself
i hate humanity

help.

Hey.

Dont give up, I'm sure he loves you too. Dating is one of the most difficult times in anybody's life. Dating is complicated because emotions are even more complicated. But the part that helps a relationship grow, is communication. Talk with him. Tell him what makes you upset, what you love about him, and if you two have been dating long enough, maybe even tell him you love him. If he truly loves you, he will listen to you and make sure you are okay. Communication is key. Commitment is hard too. You get busy. He gets busy. And neither of upu have time for the other. But when you do have time, make those moments last. Make them the best moments you have ever had. Soon enough, you two will make time for just loving and laughing.
I know this all sounds cheesy, but I believe its true.
Don't give up on yourself or him. Remember to breathe, and try your best to stay calm, even if its hard.

Sorry if this sounds jumbled and out of order or it makes no sense, i have a hard time keeping track of what i say and where i put my words.

[russet]

Originally Posted by Role

Hey.

Dont give up, I'm sure he loves you too. Dating is one of the most difficult times in anybody's life. Dating is complicated because emotions are even more complicated. But the part that helps a relationship grow, is communication. Talk with him. Tell him what makes you upset, what you love about him, and if you two have been dating long enough, maybe even tell him you love him. If he truly loves you, he will listen to you and make sure you are okay. Communication is key. Commitment is hard too. You get busy. He gets busy. And neither of upu have time for the other. But when you do have time, make those moments last. Make them the best moments you have ever had. Soon enough, you two will make time for just loving and laughing.
I know this all sounds cheesy, but I believe its true.
Don't give up on yourself or him. Remember to breathe, and try your best to stay calm, even if its hard.

Sorry if this sounds jumbled and out of order or it makes no sense, i have a hard time keeping track of what i say and where i put my words.

thank you
❤️

[Role]

Originally Posted by itsyaboirussetbird

thank you
❤️

Youre welcome

Stay strong!

[Mango]

I'd suggest therapy.

[Tigress]

Originally Posted by itsyaboirussetbird

and depressed.
like i have a boyfriend but
we both have commitment issues
but i love him so much
id wanna die if we ever broke up
which probably will happen because im a terrible person
i wanna die already
and my anxiety is borderline a disability at this point
i hate my life
i hate myself
i hate humanity

help.

Aww. Don't give up! I'm sure you are not a terrible person. We've talked before, you don't seem bad at all! Everything that @Role said is true. Please don't say that you want to die, I've had friends say that before and it scares me. I know how you feel, by hating yourself I mean, I've always hated myself and I feel like I'll never be happy with who I am. But I try to be, and having people I can trust to talk to always makes me feel better. If you ever want to talk feel free to say something to me, hope you sort things out

[russet]

Originally Posted by Chameleon

I'd suggest therapy.

im currently in therapy, but thank you so much ❤️

[Momotaro]

Originally Posted by itsyaboirussetbird

and depressed.
like i have a boyfriend but
we both have commitment issues
but i love him so much
id wanna die if we ever broke up
which probably will happen because im a terrible person
i wanna die already
and my anxiety is borderline a disability at this point
i hate my life
i hate myself
i hate humanity

help.

I have not had experience with Anxiety, only depression, but if i could help you, i would. Its great you are getting help. Its harsh, and i know the pain of being told, 'Its just in your head'. Whatever you may think now, some day, maybe tomorrow, maybe in a year, you will be happy, it will happen. Try stick it out till then.

[wolfie]

Originally Posted by itsyaboirussetbird

and depressed.
like i have a boyfriend but
we both have commitment issues
but i love him so much
id wanna die if we ever broke up
which probably will happen because im a terrible person
i wanna die already
and my anxiety is borderline a disability at this point
i hate my life
i hate myself
i hate humanity

help.

I have suffer through this, but my anxiety is slowly fading away. Sometimes you should take a break, just focus what is happening now. I know I never wanted anyone to see through me, so I just act happy when I never was. I opened up to one of my closest friends, she helps me a lot. Try to tell your boyfriend or friends how you feel, I'm sure they won't care and might even help a little. I do you wish you good luck, their is always someone here for someone.

[russet]

we broke up.

im fine tho. dont worry about me