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Originally Posted by alphypoin

"Heh, yeah, I suppose," Kyran agreed, taking the plate to the sink and rinsing it off and sticking it in the dishwasher, starting the cycle and turning back to Casper to find than Fran was standing the door way smiling, teeth freshly brushed and in her pyjamas, a small, stuffed sock monkey tucked between her chest and her arm, a wide grin on her face. Kyran exaggerated a fake sigh, flashing a big smile of his own as he crouched down and opened his arms wide. Fran giggled, running over to hop into his arms. Kyran planted a big, exaggerated kiss on the top of her head and laughed, giving her a spin before he sighed.

"Eso fue rápido, ¿estás listo para ir a la cama, querida?" He murmured, to which Fran replied with an excited nod, "Muy bien." He turned to Casper, "I'll be right back," He half whispered half mouthed, bouncing the girl on his arm and giggling hopelessly as he turned and went down the hall to put her to bed. Fuego didn't get up to follow them but instead sat under the kitchen island but Casper's feet, leaning on his legs and looking up with pleading puppy eyes.

Just watching Kyran interact with Fran made his heart melt. Even if Kyran wasnt thinking about kids, hed be such a good dad. He stood up and stretched, feeling soft fur at his feet. He looked down, she looked up. God was everything in Kyrans life cute? He smiled and crouched down for a moment, patting the dog on the head and letting his fingers get tangled in her soft white fur. He wished he had a dog, but he simply didnt have time to care for one with his job. Giving one last pet he stood back up again and sat on the couch, feet crossed like an elementary school kid and he picked up his polaroid that was on the table. It was a more modern one, since vintage was coming back into style and all, he wouldn't bring his old polaroid out of his house. No way. So he fiddled with the settings on it, fingers grazing over the buttons as he put Fran to bed.

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Originally Posted by woly

Just watching Kyran interact with Fran made his heart melt. Even if Kyran wasnt thinking about kids, hed be such a good dad. He stood up and stretched, feeling soft fur at his feet. He looked down, she looked up. God was everything in Kyrans life cute? He smiled and crouched down for a moment, patting the dog on the head and letting his fingers get tangled in her soft white fur. He wished he had a dog, but he simply didnt have time to care for one with his job. Giving one last pet he stood back up again and sat on the couch, feet crossed like an elementary school kid and he picked up his polaroid that was on the table. It was a more modern one, since vintage was coming back into style and all, he wouldn't bring his old polaroid out of his house. No way. So he fiddled with the settings on it, fingers grazing over the buttons as he put Fran to bed.

He put the little girl on the small air mattress, tossing a blanket over her and making sure she had her little stuffed monkey before giving her a kiss on her head. Before he could get up, she wrapped her arms around his neck and gave him a big kiss on the cheek, making them both laugh. Fuego came into the room after that, putting herself right at Fran's side, who cuddled her and gave her a kiss on the snout as she laid her head down beside the little girl's. Bidding his niece and his dog good night, he stepped out of the room, slowly shutting the door with a quiet click, backing away a few steps before heaving a sigh of relief and going back down the hall to the living room. Now they were really alone, him and Casper. Alone alone. Fuego was sleeping with Fran, the door was closed, and now he had Casper to himself, and they were alone. Again. He came into the living room, seeing that Casper was there now, the only sound in the kitchen being the dishwasher. He folded his arms across his chest, huffing a chuckle as he stepped closer to him.

"Sorry about that. She's a nosy kid, you know how they are. She's asleep though, usually is when Fuego's there," He said, voice soft now, the reason unknown if it was because he always talked like that with Casper around or he didn't want to disturb his niece. He sat down on the couch, flashing something of a shy smile to Casper.

[graves]

Originally Posted by alphypoin

He put the little girl on the small air mattress, tossing a blanket over her and making sure she had her little stuffed monkey before giving her a kiss on her head. Before he could get up, she wrapped her arms around his neck and gave him a big kiss on the cheek, making them both laugh. Fuego came into the room after that, putting herself right at Fran's side, who cuddled her and gave her a kiss on the snout as she laid her head down beside the little girl's. Bidding his niece and his dog good night, he stepped out of the room, slowly shutting the door with a quiet click, backing away a few steps before heaving a sigh of relief and going back down the hall to the living room. Now they were really alone, him and Casper. Alone alone. Fuego was sleeping with Fran, the door was closed, and now he had Casper to himself, and they were alone. Again. He came into the living room, seeing that Casper was there now, the only sound in the kitchen being the dishwasher. He folded his arms across his chest, huffing a chuckle as he stepped closer to him.

"Sorry about that. She's a nosy kid, you know how they are. She's asleep though, usually is when Fuego's there," He said, voice soft now, the reason unknown if it was because he always talked like that with Casper around or he didn't want to disturb his niece. He sat down on the couch, flashing something of a shy smile to Casper.

He gave a small hum in response, returning Kyrans shy smile. Now they were really alone. No interruptions. No buzzing of their phones, no dogs barking, no kids hungry. Nothing. It was quiet besides the humming of the dishwasher in the kitchen. It was silent. So quiet he could feel his heart pounding and his breath shake a little when under the Hispanics gaze. He thought about the last time they were alone. Kyran had full intentions on kissing him. Casper had full intentions on kissing Kyran. And now that they were alone he didnt know what to do, was he going to make a move? Was Kyran expecting for him to make a move first? Thoughts ran through his head and only made him nervous, not that you could tell on the outside though. He leaned over to place his camera back on the table and turned his attention on the boy infront of him.

[yummyluc]

Originally Posted by woly

He gave a small hum in response, returning Kyrans shy smile. Now they were really alone. No interruptions. No buzzing of their phones, no dogs barking, no kids hungry. Nothing. It was quiet besides the humming of the dishwasher in the kitchen. It was silent. So quiet he could feel his heart pounding and his breath shake a little when under the Hispanics gaze. He thought about the last time they were alone. Kyran had full intentions on kissing him. Casper had full intentions on kissing Kyran. And now that they were alone he didnt know what to do, was he going to make a move? Was Kyran expecting for him to make a move first? Thoughts ran through his head and only made him nervous, not that you could tell on the outside though. He leaned over to place his camera back on the table and turned his attention on the boy infront of him.

This was different. It's what all the tension he'd created all boiled down to. He could go for it right now, just grab him and close the gap, cut the tense wire that just kept getting tighter between them without a hitch. He could. But something held him back and he didn't know what it was. He'd been so ready before, so eager to kiss him, and now, faced with such an easy, simple situation and he couldn't bring himself to do it. He just went rigid, chewing the inside of his cheek. The other times had been so incidental, so awkward, and he could have gone for it, but he hadn't. Now, when he could, it was just less than a moment away, he didn't. What was wrong with him? He could do it, right now, just grab him, close the gap. Close the gap. Jump. But he couldn't. He just froze. For the first time in a while, he felt anxious, scared even, maybe unsure? He didn't know what to do, he didn't know what he was doing. He felt lost. He needed a scene to play out, he needed a plan, he couldn't just do things and wing it and not worry. He had to make a fail-safe plan, something that would guarantee no interruptions, something he could roll with smoothly.

He cleared his throat, slipping his phone from his pocket and muting it, setting it face down on the coffee table. He stood up, making his way to the glass door and opening it, stepping outside and beckoning Casper to follow him. What was he doing? He had zero idea. It just felt right.

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Originally Posted by alphypoin

This was different. It's what all the tension he'd created all boiled down to. He could go for it right now, just grab him and close the gap, cut the tense wire that just kept getting tighter between them without a hitch. He could. But something held him back and he didn't know what it was. He'd been so ready before, so eager to kiss him, and now, faced with such an easy, simple situation and he couldn't bring himself to do it. He just went rigid, chewing the inside of his cheek. The other times had been so incidental, so awkward, and he could have gone for it, but he hadn't. Now, when he could, it was just less than a moment away, he didn't. What was wrong with him? He could do it, right now, just grab him, close the gap. Close the gap. Jump. But he couldn't. He just froze. For the first time in a while, he felt anxious, scared even, maybe unsure? He didn't know what to do, he didn't know what he was doing. He felt lost. He needed a scene to play out, he needed a plan, he couldn't just do things and wing it and not worry. He had to make a fail-safe plan, something that would guarantee no interruptions, something he could roll with smoothly.

He cleared his throat, slipping his phone from his pocket and muting it, setting it face down on the coffee table. He stood up, making his way to the glass door and opening it, stepping outside and beckoning Casper to follow him. What was he doing? He had zero idea. It just felt right.

Watching Kyran motion for him to follow slightly he followed. He felt nervous. What was there to be nervous about? It seemed with this kid he could think of a reason for everything. Nervous because he didnt know if or when Kyran would do anything. Get was impatient or anything but. He couldnt stop thinking about it. He couldnt stop thinking how nice his hands felt around his face. How close he had been. How easily Casper himself had leaned into his embrace. He was nervous. He was nervous to do this again. He hadnt dated since highschool and that was long gone. He was scared of taking chances with someone again. Scared of opening up more to a person in fear of getting hurt. But once he stepped outside he felt the nice chill of auttum air and saw the view. For once, he didnt think. The anxiety written boy didnt have a thought in his head. It was night now of course, the sun set and the sky darkening. But thats not what caught Caspers view. It was the lights of the city. The rushing cars on the streets, the blinking lights of the shops, the multicolor hues of the street lights. It was beautiful.He wanted to take a picture of it, to capture this moment. But he didnt grab his camera. He wanted to enjoy this moment instead of capturing it for once. Casper saw this often where he lived. He lived in the city, he saw this all the time, but for some reason he was still in awe. He was sure it was because he knew Kyran was next to him. He leaned on the railing next to Kyran, letting the small breeze waft through his curly hair. He looked towards the boy next to him,"Its a beautiful view." he couldve been talking about the view or the view of Kyran next to him, both would be accurate.

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Originally Posted by woly

Watching Kyran motion for him to follow slightly he followed. He felt nervous. What was there to be nervous about? It seemed with this kid he could think of a reason for everything. Nervous because he didnt know if or when Kyran would do anything. Get was impatient or anything but. He couldnt stop thinking about it. He couldnt stop thinking how nice his hands felt around his face. How close he had been. How easily Casper himself had leaned into his embrace. He was nervous. He was nervous to do this again. He hadnt dated since highschool and that was long gone. He was scared of taking chances with someone again. Scared of opening up more to a person in fear of getting hurt. But once he stepped outside he felt the nice chill of auttum air and saw the view. For once, he didnt think. The anxiety written boy didnt have a thought in his head. It was night now of course, the sun set and the sky darkening. But thats not what caught Caspers view. It was the lights of the city. The rushing cars on the streets, the blinking lights of the shops, the multicolor hues of the street lights. It was beautiful.He wanted to take a picture of it, to capture this moment. But he didnt grab his camera. He wanted to enjoy this moment instead of capturing it for once. Casper saw this often where he lived. He lived in the city, he saw this all the time, but for some reason he was still in awe. He was sure it was because he knew Kyran was next to him. He leaned on the railing next to Kyran, letting the small breeze waft through his curly hair. He looked towards the boy next to him,"Its a beautiful view." he couldve been talking about the view or the view of Kyran next to him, both would be accurate.

It was beautiful. But Kyran saw this every day. Every morning when he woke up, sometimes when he went to bed. It was so ordinary. But for some reason, he looked at it, and it could have taken his breath away. He'd lived in this city almost all his life, seen all of it so much he could draw it all like the back of his hand. There was just something about this night that made him look at the city lights, listen to the speeding cars, see the people in the streets and think it was beautiful. It was so strange for him to see it that way, but at that moment, it felt right. He felt Casper's eyes on him and looked his way. Even away from the lights, all the way up here, everything behind him reflected in his pretty olive eyes. God, those eyes, Kyran swore they held the world in them. He couldn't make himself look away, even if he really wanted to. He just stood there, watching the lights flicker. He chewed his lip a moment before he turned to Casper, gently, and admittingly nervously, taking Casper's hands into each of his own. He had no idea what he was doing, he just kept going with it. He stared at Casper for the longest time, trying to get himself to speak, but each time he did it, nothing came out of his mouth and he shut it. He ran his thumbs over the backs of Casper's hands, chewing his lip again, staring down to their intertwining fingers. What was he supposed to even say? What was he trying to say? Still, Chi's words bounced inside of his head. Jump. Jump. Do it now. It's your chance. No interruptions. But all he could do was take a shaky breath and give a few nervous laughs.

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Originally Posted by alphypoin

It was beautiful. But Kyran saw this every day. Every morning when he woke up, sometimes when he went to bed. It was so ordinary. But for some reason, he looked at it, and it could have taken his breath away. He'd lived in this city almost all his life, seen all of it so much he could draw it all like the back of his hand. There was just something about this night that made him look at the city lights, listen to the speeding cars, see the people in the streets and think it was beautiful. It was so strange for him to see it that way, but at that moment, it felt right. He felt Casper's eyes on him and looked his way. Even away from the lights, all the way up here, everything behind him reflected in his pretty olive eyes. God, those eyes, Kyran swore they held the world in them. He couldn't make himself look away, even if he really wanted to. He just stood there, watching the lights flicker. He chewed his lip a moment before he turned to Casper, gently, and admittingly nervously, taking Casper's hands into each of his own. He had no idea what he was doing, he just kept going with it. He stared at Casper for the longest time, trying to get himself to speak, but each time he did it, nothing came out of his mouth and he shut it. He ran his thumbs over the backs of Casper's hands, chewing his lip again, staring down to their intertwining fingers. What was he supposed to even say? What was he trying to say? Still, Chi's words bounced inside of his head. Jump. Jump. Do it now. It's your chance. No interruptions. But all he could do was take a shaky breath and give a few nervous laughs.

He was nervous. He could tell so easily against Kyrans usual calm composure. It gave him comfort that he wasnt the only one. He felt those hands in his and he couldve melted. When gazing at him he could feel a soft smile rise to his face, gently grazing his thumb over Kyrans in silent comfort. Dont be nervous. Dont be nervous. But he could feel his nervousness wash away when he really looked at the guy infront of him. His styled dark hair that he suddenly had the urge to run his hands through. Soft brown eyes that he could stare at all day. Warm hands that were much bigger then his own. He didnt know what it was but he felt safe. The humming of the cars faded away. The colors of the street lights reflected off of the other boys face, it was something that Casper could never capture with his camera. Something that you couldnt edit to make it look pretty, alter it to his liking. Kyran was perfect. He took a small step closer though, he didnt know what cause him to do it but it felt right. the gap felt to big for his liking. He could feel his face grow warm along with the tips of his ears. Usually hed be a nervous wreck but he felt none of that. Everything was at ease and he felt once again that they were in their own moment, that the world around them was paused. Casper continued to stare into those copper eyes that he adored.

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Originally Posted by woly

He was nervous. He could tell so easily against Kyrans usual calm composure. It gave him comfort that he wasnt the only one. He felt those hands in his and he couldve melted. When gazing at him he could feel a soft smile rise to his face, gently grazing his thumb over Kyrans in silent comfort. Dont be nervous. Dont be nervous. But he could feel his nervousness wash away when he really looked at the guy infront of him. His styled dark hair that he suddenly had the urge to run his hands through. Soft brown eyes that he could stare at all day. Warm hands that were much bigger then his own. He didnt know what it was but he felt safe. The humming of the cars faded away. The colors of the street lights reflected off of the other boys face, it was something that Casper could never capture with his camera. Something that you couldnt edit to make it look pretty, alter it to his liking. Kyran was perfect. He took a small step closer though, he didnt know what cause him to do it but it felt right. the gap felt to big for his liking. He could feel his face grow warm along with the tips of his ears. Usually hed be a nervous wreck but he felt none of that. Everything was at ease and he felt once again that they were in their own moment, that the world around them was paused. Casper continued to stare into those copper eyes that he adored.

And suddenly there was nothing else in the world but him and Casper. Just standing there, on the balcony. The noise ebbed away and there were no more buildings, but the lights still haloed the boy's angel-kissed face and dotted little stars in his eyes. Feeling him step closer, Kyran did the same, almost chest to chest with Casper. His face was burning and his heart was pounding out of his chest. It was so intense this time, it was nearly overwhelming for him. He swallowed thickly. This was it. This was the one. It had to be. There was nothing to distract them. No barking dogs, no hungry kids, no texts or phone calls. Nothing. He could do it. Stop thinking. Jump. Come on. Now. A hand came to Casper's face, capturing a fistful of freckles, a thumb grazing over the dotted cheek bone. He was so close, Casper's breath was on his lips again. He could feel the heat on his face coming off of him in waves. He started to lean in. He was so close now. He could feel Casper's lips brush his. But he stopped himself, struggling to swallow, his mouth and throat were dry. The scene was so familiar, but it was different this time. This time he knew it was going to happen. This is what Casper wanted. This is what Kyran wanted. It's what they needed. Do it. Cut the wire. Drop the tension. Don't think. Just jump. But he couldn't move to shut the space between them, anxiety pulling on his leash. He spoke, voice small, almost broken. Scared. He suddenly felt so tiny underneath Casper's gaze.

"Can-Can I...?"

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Originally Posted by alphypoin

And suddenly there was nothing else in the world but him and Casper. Just standing there, on the balcony. The noise ebbed away and there were no more buildings, but the lights still haloed the boy's angel-kissed face and dotted little stars in his eyes. Feeling him step closer, Kyran did the same, almost chest to chest with Casper. His face was burning and his heart was pounding out of his chest. It was so intense this time, it was nearly overwhelming for him. He swallowed thickly. This was it. This was the one. It had to be. There was nothing to distract them. No barking dogs, no hungry kids, no texts or phone calls. Nothing. He could do it. Stop thinking. Jump. Come on. Now. A hand came to Casper's face, capturing a fistful of freckles, a thumb grazing over the dotted cheek bone. He was so close, Casper's breath was on his lips again. He could feel the heat on his face coming off of him in waves. He started to lean in. He was so close now. He could feel Casper's lips brush his. But he stopped himself, struggling to swallow, his mouth and throat were dry. The scene was so familiar, but it was different this time. This time he knew it was going to happen. This is what Casper wanted. This is what Kyran wanted. It's what they needed. Do it. Cut the wire. Drop the tension. Don't think. Just jump. But he couldn't move to shut the space between them, anxiety pulling on his leash. He spoke, voice small, almost broken. Scared. He suddenly felt so tiny underneath Casper's gaze.

"Can-Can I...?"

He felt the hand on his face again. He was so close. Casper couldnt get over it. He let an arm slink around Kyrans waist. It felt nice there, like it belonged there. This was it. He hadnt kissed anyone in years, he had never had returned feelings. He hadnt felt this way in so long towards someone. As he leaned closer he could feel his breath tremble slightly. he could feel the rest of his body grow warm. He swore he could hear his heart beat. He felt the softest, most genuine smile Casper had given hearing his question. This boy knew how to pull at all of his heart strings. He could feel his fingers grip the edge of Kyrans shirt in a small nervous fist. He wanted this, he wanted this so bad. "Please-" his voice sounded soft, noticeably cracking.Almost begging. He wanted to feel his lips on his. He didnt doubt himself anymore. He didnt think of the past or how long it was since he last felt like this, how scary this was. He didnt care. He let his eyes flutter closed.

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Originally Posted by woly

He felt the hand on his face again. He was so close. Casper couldnt get over it. He let an arm slink around Kyrans waist. It felt nice there, like it belonged there. This was it. He hadnt kissed anyone in years, he had never had returned feelings. He hadnt felt this way in so long towards someone. As he leaned closer he could feel his breath tremble slightly. he could feel the rest of his body grow warm. He swore he could hear his heart beat. He felt the softest, most genuine smile Casper had given hearing his question. This boy knew how to pull at all of his heart strings. He could feel his fingers grip the edge of Kyrans shirt in a small nervous fist. He wanted this, he wanted this so bad. "Please-" his voice sounded soft, noticeably cracking.Almost begging. He wanted to feel his lips on his. He didnt doubt himself anymore. He didnt think of the past or how long it was since he last felt like this, how scary this was. He didnt care. He let his eyes flutter closed.

Kyran swallowed dryly, taking a slow, shaky breath through his mouth as he parted his lips. Don't hesitate. Don't think. Jump. He shut his eyes. He dove.

An explosion went off in Kyran's head. His ears were ringing and he couldn't even hear himself breathe, his breath hitched and he felt himself finally relax after the whole intensity of the thing. He was seeing colours and he felt light headed, now everything was fading. The sky, the city, the apartment building. It was just him. Casper. The balcony. Everything seemed so perfect. He put his other hand, fingers trembling, on the other side of Casper's face, tilting his head and leaning in further. He was in so deep now. He couldn't remember where he was. All he knew was if his heart hadn't skipped a beat, it had certainly stopped. He held the kiss for a long time. It was sweet and genuine and heartfelt and passionate, and just so very, very, perfect. Every single drop of anxiety was drained from him and he just kept going for it, his and Casper's lips dancing in unison. It was a scene straight out of a story book, or a movie.