•Jaggedkit•

«Jaggedkit; Jaggedpaw; Jaggedsoul»

“no matter how much you water it, a dead plant will never grow”
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|{ DISCLAIMER: talk of Cannibalism through out post }|

Basics:

•Name: Jaggedkit
•Future names: Jaggedpaw; Jaggedsoul
•Appearance: almost exactly like his mom but not quite? (I suck at explaining appearances in words so I'll just but a ref here after I've drawn it)
•Gender: AMAB, male; he/him
•Purrks(to be bought if accepted): beefed up tier 1; shadow friend

Personality:

As a kit, Jaggedkit is a little nervous fluff ball. He often finds himself not playing with the other kits and prefers the quiet corners of the nursery. He is reluctant to socialize, but if someone approaches him first, he won't mind engaging in conversation. His shyness doesn't completely hide his naturally curious nature. he's always observing, eager to understand the world around him. When something piques his interest, his eyes light up, and he can't help but ask questions, his curiosity lead him to try and learn as much as he can. Though he starts off quiet and timid, once he finds a topic that fascinates him, he can ramble on for a very long time. he is both polite and kind, Jaggedkit tries to look on the bright side of everything. He often offers a small smile and a kind word, even if it takes all his courage to even go up to someone and greet them. His curiosity drives him to investigate and understand everything, making him a little detective in the making. Over time, as he becomes more comfortable with his surroundings and the cats in his clan, he starts to come out of his shell. By the time he reaches the age of an apprentice, Jaggedkit will have blossomed into a talkative and inquisitive young cat, eager to explore and learn. With his newfound confidence he'll become more social. Though this period of time will be short lived once Jaggedkit comes to terms with his "problem". The realization that he has an unnatural urge to eat other cats horrifies him, and he can't fathom who would ever want to do such a thing. The weight of this changes him profoundly. During his apprenticeship, Jaggedpaw becomes more withdrawn, his previous cheerfulness replaced by a quiet, brooding demeanor. Though he doesn't hate the taste of flesh and actually likes it a lot , it goes against his morals which brings him to a inner turmoil (that he will learn to deal with)

some ideas:

Idea one: a cannibal that hates the sight of blood?
• Jaggedkit is going to be one of those people who just can't stand the sight of blood and gore, and too much can make the feel sick. This will be quite conflicting considering the fact he HAS to eat other cats and the fact he likes the taste of blood, plus he enjoys fighting it just the blood freaks him out.

idea two: dissociation=cold psychopath
• he eventually learns to completely disassociate himself with his eating. So when it comes to battle, or whenever he sees blood it's like a button was pressed and he transforms into a blank stared, cold gaze, heartless, killing machine.

idea three: the signs
• as a young kit he didn't show many signs, I mean what kind of cannibal hates the sight of blood. He never bit others but he did bite his paw. A lot. In his innocence he had stepped on a thorn and tried to stop the pain by licking it, this is when he found he licked that taste of blood. So constantly he would nip his paw just for the tase and got numb to the pain, he didn't know this was wrong or bad. Because he was a child.