Dear Eddie,
Im so sorry for leaving like this, but it was too much for me to handle. I just couldnt be in a team that hated me. Please tell Chris I love him. There were some things I wanted to tell you but I couldnt, so Ill say them now. I love you Eddie. Ive loved you from the moment I saw you. I was so jealous of you, I thought you were going to steal my place in the team, but you did much more than that. You stole my heart. I dated terrible women to get you off my mind, but I failed, so, so many times. I will see you in who knows how long, but I will see you again. I wont be taking calls from my phone, but I have a burner phone. I'll call you as soon as I reach my destination. The other letters here should go to who they are addressed to.

Love, Buck.

Dear my 188 family,
I will miss you guys, but I think me leaving is for the best. These past few weeks after the lawsuit have made me feel unwanted. I dont know if that was your intent, but thats how I saw it. Hen, youre like a sister to me, when Maddie was busy or not around. Chim, you weren't just a friend, you were a brother to me. I love the idea that one day, you may become my brother-in-law. Eddie, you were my partner-in-crime, my best friend. Thank you. Ravi, youre new here, but you fit right in. Trust me, it will be hard at first, but it will get better. Bobby, you were more than my captain, you were my father. You played the part Phillp couldnt. I love you guys so much. Ill see you soon

Love, Buck

Dear Athena,
Im sorry for leaving you. I only have one request and that is to not try to chase me down. Dont send anyone after me. please. I need the time. Ill be back, but I want you to know that you were more than just a police officer or Bobbys wife, you were my mom. You saw me, a broken kid, and you fixed me. You helped me along, you taught me things I never would have learned. You played the role Margret couldnt. Thank you so much. I love you.

Love, Buck

Dear Chris
Bud, I know this will be a lot to process, but I cant stay here. Im out traveling, but Ill be back, I promise. Ill take pictures, so when I come back you can see them. I might just miss you the most. Chris, you are one of the things that kept me this long. As you may or may not know, I sued the 188 cause Bobby wouldnt let me come back yet. When I did get back, I felt like everyone hated me. I felt unwanted. So, I left. See you soon bud.

Love, Buck

Dear Maddie
I am so sorry. I just left, and this is the only good-bye Ill give. God. You all probably hate me now. Good luck with you and Chim