and i am the fire, and i am the forest, and i am a witness watching it. i stand in a valley watching it and you are not there at all.

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credit to rilvin on dA!!

wormbite is a mentally ill tom with severe abandonment issues. his father was absent from the moment he was born, his mother soon following that pattern in his apprenticeship, his mentor becoming exiled, his sister and friends - everyone he has ever known always seems to end up dead or leaves him in the end. it solidified an idea in wormbite's head that his destiny is not his own. he is whatever riverclan needs and will mold himself to fit those requirements. it,, it's better to not have attachments.

and he tries to desperately believe he can accept this - being alone and isolated but wormbite still needs and actively seeks to have people around him. he just needs someone to stay for once. which is one of the motivators for this plot. he is a gay male but has no awareness of this. he never has gotten much of an chance after all. so, let's give this a chance for some proper angst along with a sexuality crisis.

it's a pretty simple plot finder. nothing too exact but wormbite as stated before, he needs someone to stay. when friendship is obviously not working out so well, what do you do? well you resort to.. the ideal of love!

wormbite meets [ love interest ] and they well, they hit it off immediately - at least enough to be drawn to each other. perhaps they reveal some dark secrets but they're close enough for [ love interest ] to begin to flirt with him. rather it's serious or a joke, it's still interest that wormbite never really received. here comes the abandonment issues. frightened that if he doesn't go along he may lose [ love interest ] - he does it right back. not the best but he does his best. obviously because this is the first girl he's shown interest in this must just, wow, love? is that.. you? dun dun dun.

one of them confesses and enter a highly rushed relationship. at first it's wonderful and all feels right but the thing is that this is a mutually toxic relationship. not entirely abusive but there is,,, very obvious issues but they won't admit it. wormbite is going to be rather controlling and overbearing to keep [ love interest ] safe but will go off the grid and complete ignore her when work comes into focus. he doesn't do it on purpose exactly, he thinks it's okay. along with this, [ love interest ] is toxic and causes a lot of stress to wormbite. how she does is up to you! could be guilttripping, blah blah. can discuss later.

it'll be off and on but still rather short-lived once wormbite realizes that maybe he just.. doesn't like girls at all. now that he had a taste of actual romantic relationships, he can't imagine it with girls. the relationship will end in a bitter way.

now please please, don't apply if you're not comfortable with roleplaying a toxic relationship /w\ it probably won't go too deep, more details will be discussed in the dms. looking for an active roleplayer because god, i don't think wormbite will be able to handle losing another person. requirements real quick, most of them are preferred and even if they don't fit then you can still throw em at me!

love interest
- around his age!! wormbite is in his early twenties
- has to be riverclan and identify as female - must be loyal and a decently active warrior.
- personality is really up to you, preferably extroverted or intelligent.
- there shall be no kits, wormbite is probably spayed anyway and he wouldn't bring them into a difficult time.

and forrmm...

w/link
name + link :
toxic traits :
extra? :
mention me! : @x ghostie

without link
name :
toxic traits :
age :
personality :
appearance :
extra? :
mention me! : @x ghostie

-sad vroom-
is riverclan required?

;; unfortunately, worm is strongly against outside relationships