[puppeteer]

doepaw
cw: mentions of vomiting
| Small, scarred fawn tabby she-cat with blue-green heterochromia and a shredded ear |

Doepaw's head spun as her siblings spoke to her. Mama... missing? She felt her stomach drop and felt as if she was going to throw up. She could feel bile and panic rise in her throat. Her ears dropped and she stared into the distance, memories playing of her getting angry with her mother over her father, getting upset at her mother over trivial things. "Find.." She could just barely murmur the word before feeling dizzy. "You... couldn't help. Too big.. Fierce. Violent." She muttered quietly. She felt as if her world was imploding around her, and could feel tears welling in her eyes. She took a deep breathe, trying not to bawl. She failed. She started sobbing into her siblings shoulders. Her entire body shook with her cries, but she managed not to be too loud, as to not bother the rest of her Clan. She was so, so tired. She wanted nothing more than to be a kit again, curled up at her mothers belly; safe and comfortable.

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