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~~ Cherrypaw - She/Her - ThunderClan Apprentice ~~
-- A calico/tortoiseshell she-cat with a white muzzle and green eyes --
Purrk(s): Mind Reader[INACTIVE]

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Pain. Suffering. Fear. Sadness. Everything... not good.

 

The calico-tortoiseshell she-cat's green eyes darted around as she stood in the clearing, fearing that a cat might pounce on her at any moment. My Clan uses me for nothing... I'm just... something to keep it alive... they will kill me... Everything was making her too scared to ask for help. Her left ear had been bleeding when she tripped on the way back from the gathering, and she didn't want Drizzlecloud to look at it. After all, if the medicine cat's job was to keep her alive, why should Cherrypaw allow her to plant any more bad thoughts in her mind? It was all just... too much for her... It was making her barely sleeping at night, sometimes she would claw her throat slightly, trying to see if she was really still alive. When she saw the blood on her claws, she'd stop and let that heal on its own. And it took forever to heal.

Cherrypaw took many deep breaths, but nothing was working. Her Clan didn't care for her... why would Bumblestar want her here? Sure, Bumble was a leader, but... but... I don't know anymore... The molly shook her head a few times, slightly flinging the little trickling of blood in the air. Pain... fear... what was her life?