[Beaan]

tw: blood, child death, panic attack
Fireflypaw

The tortoiseshell molly had just been sitting down, wanting to take her mind off of things. The stench of blood hit her long before Dovefluff entered camp. Oh no. She quickly rushed over to Dovefluff, wondering what was going on. Then their bodies came into view. Fernkit and Mothkit. Dead. They brought back memories she had been trying so desperately to forget.

She remembered the nursery, filled with the stench of blood. Crack. She stared in horror as Roseraven tried to help the kit, but they had killed them. It haunted her as the sound kept replaying. Crack. Crack. Crack. She just wanted it to stop! She was so scared she couldn't even cry. So many deaths... and so young. Why had StarClan took their lives so soon? Why must everywhere she go be covered in death.

She stared at the kit's bodies, unable to move. She took a step back as Dovefluff called for Bumblestar. "S-so many..." she uttered. Her heart pounded as blood roared in her ear. Why? She tripped back, gulping in air. It was hard to breathe. A tear fell from her eyes as she buried her face in Dovey's fur. "W-why Auntie Dovey? Why?" she sobbed, trying to hold herself together. Blood scent filled her nose.

Just make it stop.

[ @poppy. @ears @/anyone else - Auntie Dovey and Cousin therapist Spring ]