Bluebellpaw
The truth seeker
"Her heart beats in nature's bluebell wild; the soul that's loved her since she was a child"
“Bluebells are a symbol of humility, constancy, gratitude and everlasting love. It is said that if you turn a bluebell flower inside-out without tearing it, you will win the one you love, and if you wear a wreath of bluebells you will only be able to speak the truth.”
Bluebellpaw aspires to represent her namesake symbolism, in memory of her mother who mysteriously disappeared when she was just a kit. A polite little thing who always says their pleases and thank you's no matter whether she likes the cat or not(though it will be very obvious if she's not very fond of them.) As a child she was taught not to be smug and always show the greatest humility when achieving anything or receiving a compliment, that being said she is extremely gracious, feeling that any good deed must never go unpaid and if it is, a sincere apology must be in order including a self lecture for not upholding proper morality. This causes her a lot of stress as she always feels like she can never properly repay debts no matter how small they are and makes her distracted from other things. As a result, Bluebellpaw naturally avoids sharing prey or spending with anyone in fear that she might have to worry about repaying another good deed.
Bluebellpaw speaks the truth, plain and simple. Never faltering. If she doesn't like you, she'll say it and if she does, then she'll tell you and it will be obvious both in the way she acts and the way she says it (always politely but slightly passive aggressive if you're not her favourite cat). ‘You must never tell lies because lies are bad’ are one of the many things she was told as a kit and so, this is why she has almost never told a lie. Unfortunately, this makes her a terrible secret keeper and cannot be trusted with any private and important information. If a cat asks her if she can keep a secret or tell her if she swears to not tell anyone the answer will always be no. As mean as it may sound, she is anything but a liar.
Bluebellpaw can always be trusted to carry on, though. When times get tough she will simply, keep calm and carry on…or at least try to. An optimistic at heart, she believes that everything will work out in the end no matter how bad. This can make her seem a bit naive(well, she is) but she will push through with valour and determination. She believes in Starclan but is more interested in Mother Nature. The concept she believes in is that there is this giant she cat who can be found in every leaf, flower and being, guiding them through life with gentle, motherly care. Her mother taught her this when they lived as loners before coming to Thunderclan and she had become even more devout since her mother's disappearance.
Bluebellpaw struggles making connections, but once she bonds with a cat it's impossible to get rid of her. She holds on tightly to cats she's close to, adoring them with all her heart so much that she's blind to their shortcomings. She can't bear to lose a single one of the cats close to her, this causes her to be easy to manipulate due to her dedication and naive nature. Due to her innocent mind it's quite easy for her to be taken advantage of and for her not to even realise she was being used. No matter what she only sees the good in them and will deny any ill will. She also gains crushes quite easily and will go out of her way to take greater care of them. A hopeless romantic at heart she believes in true love and that one day she'll meet her soulmate, she just has to be nice and wait.