October 15th, 2024, 03:25 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2023
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Re: ShadowClan Clearing
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Originally Posted by gayvinegar
☆*:.｡..｡.:*☆
☆*: .｡. o Duskpaw o .｡.:*☆
☆*: .｡. o The Blind, The Broken, The Forgiving o .｡.:*☆
❧ Shadowclan Apprentice
Snakes and sinners, smoke and mirrors
But why am I the one that has to pay?
Why was she screaming like a newborn? she didnt know she just... was. "You're right... I'm sorry, Rookfire. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being a burden. I'm sorry for yelling at you..."
- [short reply but this should wrap it up,,, hopefully]
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hey rookfire had totally not expected for his snappy tone and obvious annoyance to work but it looked like he should be openly annoyed more often even if it did kind of make him feel like losing control (not as badly as, say, the two times he had quite literally broken down in front of mossfreckle, but still). with the temper tantrum throwing warrior aged apprentice finally ceasing the screaming and crying, rookfire decided his job her was done, only adding a quick "dont yer wallow in self pity n go do somethin' useful aye" after they made a apology more akin to compliment and pity fishing than honest regret. despite what he judged as a apology not worth considering, he was glad she at least felt some kind of regret for screaming at him.
where he had briefly considered telling dawnstar about her whatever the hell duskpaw was to the leader, he was satisfied enough with this conclusion to postpone that conversation to the hypothetical future in which the apprentice had not learned her lesson and acted foolishly and disrespectful again. she should be grateful he had been in an alright mood coming into this conversation if he was honest but despite the huge number of frankly ridiculous thoughts rookfire dissected without shame, he wasnt that overly confident... for now. he wouldnt admit it but rookfire would avoid speaking to dawnstar or mistlewhisker about any apprentices acting out of line as much as he could, inherently uncomfortable with the implications that gave. not only a sign of his own incompetence but a hang to overreacting rookfire swore he did not possess. right now, the only cat on his 'maybe actually' list remained magpiepaw though he still had hope for the apprentice to turn it around, ever the optimist.
[ no need to reply to this, im good w wrapping it up here ]
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