Winterpaw
(Image by Minku)
??? - it/itself - 25 moons - former riverclan apprentice - loner
"
You want something outta me now?"
- @
sylvia26 -
- tw: mentions of starving, suicidal thoughts -
It heard the squeaks of a kit. The meows of a cat feeding someone. How
sweet.
Yet the moons it had left itself go hungry for the reason it couldn't even wrap its own head around made the heart it only kept beating to keep itself barely alive rush. There was food around. There might...
It snapped the thought away, following the scent. Keep yourself alive, not entertained, because that's what the spirits want out of this cruel game. It was purely here to live a life and it couldn't do that distracted. Could it? No. It couldn't. And we spiral into looping whys and what's the point, but dying was the end now. If StarClan really cared, they'd help. So it wasn't ever going to accept itself there, even if it deserved to. It was help. Not fun.
It stumbled upon the den. The cats. The source of the sound.
It was colder that it used to be. It wasn't kind anymore. Not scared. But... ready to fight.
"
You. What are you doing here?" it said, posing as a RiverClan cat. It was larger than an apprentice for as much as it still technically was.
If it could send the cats away, it could take their den. New goal.