[CollapsingStars]

I need.. Dewpaw interactions desperately. So uhm. It is plot thinking time.

@SuspiciousMindz (I am here to bother you with Dewpaw once more. Apologies.)

Dewpaw. Well is Dewpaw, not so gullible and innocent anymore. Not after what has happened so far. She wants to grow stronger. Stronger comes at a cost. For that cost, she must find a spirit to train her, as she is currently an outsider and has no one to really teach her at the moment.

Oh how she hopes and prays that it'll be a starclan spirit. Nah. She doesn't get that. Her guilty feelings accumulate. She wasn't able to save Beanpaw. She watched them die right in front of her from Lionflop. It manifests into a darker, more selfish wish. She wants to kill the cat that killed Beanpaw. (Except.. she can't. She will (soon to be has) found out that he's already dead). How to do this? Well, it goes right back to the need to be stronger. She isn't strong enough. Not yet, anyways.

Maybe one night she falls asleep and comes upon Thrush. It.. isn't starry there. No not at all. And she can feel the hostility in the air, the lingering eyes. But.. she wanted to train, right? This is her chance. What exactly does she have left to lose? Starclan cats would never honor her wish, oh no. That's what she thinks, anyway.

As the albino makes her way through, she'll come across Thrush. It's.. up to you what you want to do from there if you accept this. Also feel free to give Dewpaw some good scratches if you want! I just don't want her dead just yet.

Apologies for how much I wrote. It's.. not comparable to other people's stuff here but erm. It's a lot.