[kailie]

[ Trigger Warning: This post contains descriptions / depictions of anxiety and panic. If you are sensitive to these topics, advert your eyes. ]

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You're a disgrace.

Primroseadder whipped around to glare at Talonpaw. ''I'm a disgrace?'' She scoffed, her voice dripping with venom. Her patience snapped. ''I'm a disgrace? I'm not the cat who's left the Clan. I'm not the cat who helped Stormstar carry out a public execution that Fadin'star ordered for. I'm not the cat that ripped out another cat's tongue.''

''Loyalty? You're one ta talk! Remember that ya left Clan, Talonpaw? Abandoned the Clan when they needed ya most? Have ya forgotten about that? Is leavin' the Clan really able ta be considered loyalty?'' Primroseadder's tail lashed behind her. ''I've done nothin' but protect and defend and risk my life for this Clan, somethin' that ya can't say ya done. I fought dogs to secure the camp we currently live in. Meanwhile, you were off in the forest somewhere doin' StarClan knows what!''

''Let me make my point clear ta ya, Talonpaw,'' she snarled. ''Rippin' out the tongues of cats isn't loyalty. It isn't honor. It's messed up 'n cruel 'n just...just so starsdamned WRONG! Did Fogmuzzle deserve it? Yeah, but ya shouldn't have taken her tongue, 'n Stormstar shoulda never given ya the option ta do so. She was in the wrong for that, I'll admit.''

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'''m NOT a disgrace! 'N for ya ta say so is just so STUPID, 'n---'n MOUSE-HEARTED!'' Primroseadder's vision was blurring, her breathing increasing. She began to pace back and forth, taking quick breaths. She looked up at Sunheart. At Owlstar.

''Get me outta here,'' she rasped. ''Get me outta here. Get me to the warriors' den---or SOMEWHERE far, FAR away from HIM!''

''Just...Just don't exile me. Don't demote me. I...I beg of you...''

With that said, Primroseadder took off. She took off out of the camp and towards Lionsbeach. She needed to think. To clear her mind.

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[shocker, prim doesn't break like this lmao]

[ Due to an anxiety attack, Primroseadder has left the clearing. ]

[ @Marigoldwhisper | Owlstar ; BOO !! ]
[ @korok | Sunheart ]
[ @Dolomedes | Seabreeze, Cloverpaw ]
[ @squidz | Berryshine ]
[ @Neptune. | Wrenseeker ]
[ @Ian | Talonpaw ]
[ @Star | Freezingfury ; go after her, Fury !! ]