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COLUMBINEKIT
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"There's a voice saying I'm a failure if I quit"

Columbinekit is someone who needs everything to go the way she thinks it would go. Well... Not needs. Wants. No, no, no. She needs everything to go the way she wants it to. If it doesn't she'll.... Uhhhh... Die. Yeah, die.

"It's the same one saying that I can't make it"

If it wasn't obvious, Columbinekit is very, very, very exaggerated. She overcomplicates things and makes strong and bold statements that are obviously not true. She overreacts all the time, and is dramatic and emotional. Like a swing.
... If it was broken in 10 different places.

She is just... For a lack of better words... All over the place.
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"They said we could be anything in 7th grade"
"I guess I was dumb enough to believe what they said"
"And now I'm just another dreamer that RiverClan tore apart"
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Columbinekit is always trying to do everything at once, and gets pouty and frustrated when she faces the consequences of doing so. But despite it, she never seems to stop. Does she ever learn? Well, that's the thing. She often forgets what happened the last time she did the same thing, and does it again. And what happens? The exact same thing. Shock. But now she just seems like a dumb and scatterbrained goofball. There are some things she is good at.

Basically anything she wants. Keyword, wants. If Columbinekit manages to get hooked onto a specific interest, it is quite hard to bring her out of it. And whatever it is, she'll learn to master. No matter what. Dedication? Natural talent? Who knows? Nobody can figure her out. Not even Columbinekit herself!

"How do you get out of your head?"

This sweet (and crazy) gal is also not the best at reading the room. She often makes unnecessary jokes at the wrong times, and says things without meaning to. Speaking of jokes, she also loves to make fun. Not of other cats, but of herself. She's not insecure! Oftentimes she'd call herself adopted or Irisdream and Duskleaf's fake child because she doesn't really look like them. She loves to make up stuff just to get others to laugh, even if it means sliiiiightly overexaggerating a story. Okay, maybe a lot exagerrating. But hey! The more intense and chaotic the story is, the more entertaining it is, no?

She never seems to stop being her chaotic self, even when told to. She tries, really! But sometimes things are wayyyy too funny to stop laughing at! Can't a warrior apprentice kit have fun?

"Telling yourself you won't make it"

She's usually no thinking, just doing, but at very rare occasions, she will suddenly be hyper aware of what she is doing. Every movement, every word that comes out her mouth, every thought that she thinks. She notices every look that is thrown in her direction. She notices everyone's movements. She overthinks. What if they're silently judging her? Should she stop talking? Should she stop moving? What would they say if she says this, does that, and would they even care????

The very next minute she's back to her happy, prancing self.

"And second nature is to second guess"

She gets extremely frustrated when nobody listens to or understands her. No explanation needed. She's just very petty. Rude? Of course not! Just... Really demanding at times. That's not rude! It's not rude to constantly want attention?
... Maybe..?

Or when you burn every bridge before you cross

Columbinekit would grow to become very... Superstitious.
"That's bad luck!"
She doesn't learn her lessons, but sure is prickly about bad luck. And don't you dare try to change her mind because she is a sore loser. She's never wrong! Just look at it! Being just near it gives you a sense of dread, doesn't it? Huh? What do you mean it's "just a stick"??? LOOK AT IT! LOOK AT IT HARDER!!!

Wave a white flag before you lost

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How do you not self sabotage?

.............. It seems that everywhere she goes, she's causing something. Maybe it's not the things around her. Maybe it's her. Maybe she's bad luck.