[Gone]

Originally Posted by ✨Blue Wishes✨

Goldeneye just kept smiling. He didn't know if he should be letting Bella do this, yet he was, as it just felt right. When she had stopped, he fought the urge to not to continue, looking at her warmly. He smiled as he heard her confess, and his smile grew even wider, "I love you too Bella," he said softly, Nuzzling her softly, before he grew slightly quieter, "We...can't be together yet, though" he added softly, looking away from Bella. "When you join Shadowclan, we can though," he added, trying to lighten the mood, though he doubt his did as much. He decided to grow silent again, just enjoying Bella on his chest. He loved this cat, but he had to stay loyal to his clan, he knew he just had to wait, but it was hard, really, really hard. Not knowing what to think, or do, or say, or...anything to Be honest. Just letting things happen how they would happen for now, he might want to change at whatever time, but, for now, he just let things happen, golden and green eyes looking at Bella again, loving every part of the she-cat, he just knew he couldn't be with her yet, and that was one of the most painful things that he had probably had to endure.

Bella was surprised as she heard that tom actually returned the feelings, and a loud purr erupted down her throat, she couldn't even say how happy she was to hear those words coming from the tom- this tom, the one she loved so much, even though she had just met him. Her ears lowered as he said that they couldn't be together yet and that she would have to join ShadowClan in order to do such a thing, that was it for her- She would join the clan as soon as she was good enough for him to do so. "I'll do whatever I need to in order to join ShadownClan, Goldeneye." The pretty calico said firmly, gazing up at him and licking his chin lovingly, it was hard not to love the tom, just how handsome he was, how kind and caring he turned out to be, she just coudn't hate him, maybe some did, but she wouldn't even understand why. "As long as I know that we'll be together in the future, I'll be happy, Goldeneye." She finally said in her soft, delicate voice before burying her muzzle in the tom's fur, tightening her grip around his tail to insure that he wasn't gonna let go. "Wanna take a small pause before we continue training, I'm pretty comfy right now." She giggled.