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Originally Posted by kitten~

"It's not my fault!" Usiku shouted, pushing her away and running his hands through his hair. "Giza runs the whole operation, Sade. The only thing I've done was kill April. I made a whole damn deal with the king of hell just to keep you and all the others alive, and fix you and Tsuki. My brother..." He groaned, hitting his head against the wall. He let out an angry growl, kicking the wall and beginning to pace, looking out the window every so often before glancing back at Sade. "I had no control over myself the day your mother died, Sade. I have a mental disorder- Intermittent Explosive Disorder. I'm prone to fits of violence and anger, no matter what the situation is." He explained briefly, looking back out the window. "Giza runs the entire thing- I didn't even know where you and Koja and Kion and Tsuki were. I'm guilty of being a drunk, and I'm guilty of murdering your mother, but I am not the reason why the world will end." He finished, running his hand through his long ragged hair and exhaling.
(And it's true- I have no idea about what Usiku's trying to achieve except for the end of the world, and Giza has all the answers.)

I don't know what to say either xD