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Emotions fill my head
Emotions that are not my own
So many different feelings
Their deepest regrets and secrets are shown
My mind is full of thoughts
That don't belong to me
I don't know who I am
Or who I ought to be

Silvermurmur

Silvermurmur is a beautiful she-cat with a strange ability and a horrible past. Let's start with her past history.
She was born in an old abandoned rabbit hole, which her mother used as a den. The den didn't suffice very well, as when it rained, water would seep in, soaking the ground in the den as it relentlessly washed away the leaves and whatever prey they had caught that day. But it was their current hiding place to conceal themselves from Silver's murderous father. So they were willing to stay there so their chances of survival would be more likely. Silver's mother was out hunting for the two of them one day, but didn't come back. Silver, who was only eight moons old, worked up her courage to go look for her mother. She finally found her... murdered. The sight was horrifying. A paw had been ripped off, both eyes clawed out, throat was shredded, and a wound had been slashed through her chest, where her heart was. Silver turned and ran as fast as she could, desperate to get away from her father's evil, murderous cats. She eventually ended up in the forest, then wailed in grief for her mother. That was when she began to not speak to anyone. She was found under a bush in RiverClan territory, shivering, starving, and ungroomed, with horror in her eyes. She was taken in, and trained as an apprentice, but she seemed more interested in other's health and identifying herbs more than fighting and hunting. She learned about what it was like to be a medicine cat, and she immediately knew that was what she wanted.

Now for her strange ability. She can feel a cat's deepest emotions just by touching them. She learns their deepest regrets and sorrows, and as she does, she takes those emotions into her own mind, as if they were her own. She watches their past memories in her own head. She has taken this ability to her advantage, using it to become a sort of counselor, helping others get through dilemmas and problems that are bothering them.

However, she is having issues of her own. She is unsure of her purpose in this world. Surely being a medicine cat isn't all she was destined to be? She wants to find her destiny.