[lone]

Strangely enough, Jasperpelt had a crush on his best friend. It was a story that had played out over and over again, sometimes with a happy ending… sometimes without one. The worst part was, he honestly wasn’t sure how it would end with Lotusheart and himself. They had been friends for a long time. He hadn’t known her when she’d first become mates with Fogstep, and he’d never gotten to know the tom very well, but he’d known her throughout her first litter of kits and losing her mate, and now fostering this new litter. It was doubtful that she would ever want to have another mate. Jasperpelt himself wasn’t sure if he would be able to take on the role of “mate”, but he did know that he had feelings for Lotusheart. At first it had been easy to deny it, to say she’s just a friend, a really good friend, or to brush off his feelings as “nothing,” but it was getting harder and harder the longer he waited. Jasperpelt himself didn’t have a lot of experience in this area. There had been a few pretty she cats he had stared at over the moons, but none of them had been… close to him. What would happen if their friendship was ruined? The worst part was, Jasperpelt desperately wanted a relationship with the pretty she cat. As awful as it was, and as selfish as it felt, he really wanted to be more than… friends. Maybe it would play out and maybe it wouldn’t, but for the moment… he was planning the most perfect way to confess to her. Everything was in place, and perfect, and now all he had to do was wait for Lotusheart to meet him here… if she showed up.

@Suspiciousmindz