[Madelaine]

Originally Posted by Yule

@Merry Blissmas

Fallowpaw forced herself out of the apprentices den her blue orbs that were one shiny and full of excitement and joy were now dull , almost lifeless . Her once smooth and soft fur was now scruffy and had a few specks of dirt on it , but she didn't care . She preferred not to . She was just..tired. The Molly yawned as she fully stood in the clearing but squinted her eyes against the bright-ish light which slowly brought on a headache ,she blinked and shook her head before looking out into the clearing her vision adjusting to the light change since it was blurry the first few seconds . Fallowpaw let out a sigh as she walked forward although she took one last glance at the den before continuing slowly , she thought being an apprentice was gonna be fun , she thought Mudkit and her would grow up and become warriors together , have adventures , go to gatherings with each other , but all of that was washed away when starclan decided it was her time to go with them , she let out a hiss at that . They stole her sister from her ...mudkit was too young ! If fallow could she would take out her anger on starclan , but death was natural ,she couldn't fix it .

The snowshoe huffed as she padded towards and uninhabited spot in the clearing and plopped down in a laying position with her head on her paws as she watched the fellow warriors and apprentices chat and play. Fallowpaw bared her teeth at that before standing up and facing the opposite side of the felines and layed down once more . Her back turned . don't fear the reaper?pff.... You should always fear it. It does nothing but steal what's precious to you ... she heard the phrase from someone else , she never heard it being used in her clan before so she assumed the cat was either a loner or kittypet that had joined . With another sigh fallowpaw stared into the abyss of the clearing and out past the horizon line .

A young apprentice with ginger tabby fur made his way out of the apprentice's den with his good eye fixed on the path ahead of him. He looked away from all the eyes that were starring at him. It made him feel a bit awkward, knowing that they were looking at how hideous he looked. Moltenpaw tried his best to ignore it, but half of the time it never helped. He could hear other cats whisper about him and felt their gaze on his fur. 'Why do I always have to be the center of attention. I'm just like them,' Moltenpaw thought to himself. The apprentice walked to the fresh kill pile, but didn't pick anything out of it. He sat down beside it and glanced down at his paws. Moltenpaw never once look up to see all the judging cats around him.

Moltenpaw finally looked up, seeing a cat walk out of the apprentice's den as well. He recognized her from the den and knew what she had gone through. Nobody deserves to be taken away by imaginary cats called starclan. Moltenpaw didn't believe in those starry cats, which to him was alright, but to others it was a disgrace. "Hi Fallowpaw. Is everything okay? " he asked. He stood up with shaky and nervous feet. The young tom forced a smile at the molly.