[SuspiciousMindz]

Originally Posted by Yule

@SuspiciousMindz

The deputy flicked her ears as she trotted into the territory with her head a bit low, the molly let loose a sigh as she felt the responsibilities of her new rank start to effect her, she wasn't used to it still, it felt weird but this is also a once in a lifetime thing, she still doubted if goldenstar chose wisely even after he told her on why and how though. But she was gonna do the best she can and prove to him that she was loyal even though this generation may not know of her mistake which could have given her a harsh punishment, Ravenfrost sat down near some bushes hunched over and yellow orbs looking dull although after a certain amount of time had passed they started to look really shiny until their color had slid down and for the color itself to vanish till it was clear and slowly but surely landed on to her cheek which in turn had plopped down on to the ground . The black and white speckled feline closed her eyes as she tried to hold back the tears that were threatening to pour, memories of that mistake were rushing back to her,to cause her more pain as if the event itself hasn't done enough damage already.

Then that tight yet unbearably sinking feeling came back in her stomach as her conscience was being filled with regret and things that said that she shouldn't have done it, that she doesn't deserve to be in shadowclan anymore, anything it could think of to get her to break. As she mentally fought, the tears were flowing freely enough to the point where it looked like riverclans rushing river as she let the sobs break free. why? Why couldn't I have just been a good feline? If I did none of this would exist . I was stupid and didn't listen . Now here I am with ..this rank. Goldenstar what were you thinking ? Your trusting a traitor who should have been exiled a long time ago . Exile ... A suitable punishment..for those who can't decide where their loyalty lays, what should have been given to that....that fish smelling tom. I shouldn't be in windys place, I should have been a loner by now.. Ravenfrost shook her head as she blinked the tears out of her eyes which sort of worked but it only made rooms for new ones, the molly growled in frustration as she stood up and began walking deeper into the territory with the tears slowly subsiding maybe hunting will get this out of my head... she thought as she slipped behind a bush.

Amberstrike was trotting through the territory, her paws meeting the cold ground with a thud and sometimes a slosh from the marshy grounds. The watery grounds were icy and sent a shock up her leg with each step and the long fur on her legs remained plastered to her and kept the chills to her stomach and legs, however, the long fur on her body kept the wind and actual temperature at ease. She enjoyed this weather, despite the chilling grounds. The calico had decided to have a nice hunt, to do something for her clan before leaf-bare.

What distracted her was the scent of another feline. Her pawsteps seemed to take her towards the other feline, ears flicking with interest. As the source grew stronger, she made her presence known, knowing that it was a ShadowClan cat. "Hello?" she called out, eyes scanning the surroundings carefully.