[graves]

Originally Posted by Sagittarius

Milkweed was having so much trouble saying things, he felt tears prick his dull amber hues. He had met the snowy cat not too long ago, and yet he still felt an unusual amount of attachment to him. And if Windystar lost Milkweed, he didn’t know what he’d do. Finally, the feline spoke, and the words brought shame and guilt flooding into his heart, stabbing it like claws. And he deserved it. He didn’t deserve to look into Milkweeds eyes and apologize. So he settled for looking at the dirt beneath his paws. “Milkweed, I...” He started, before his voice choked up with emotion. He was so terrible, why did he have to do this? He didn’t think of Milkweed, or of ShadowClan. All he thought of was stopping Fallenstar, which was very much impossible. “I’m sorry, and nothing excuses what I’ve done. I... I didn’t think of you, or of anyone else, and I’m so so sorry.” ’I don’t deserve your forgiveness,’ He silently added, not wanting to make the conversation about him.

milkweed listened to his apology with a straight face. not because he was mad or anything, but because he didnt really know what to say.. what could he say to that? he found himself getting really emotional all of a sudden. which was rare. no one ever saw milkweed cry or get upset, no one ever saw milkweed down or unhappy. he was always letting people cry on his shoulder. but here he was, small little tears dribbling down his white fur. when was the last time he had cried? suddenly he was lunging forward, not tackling or anything but resting his face in the crook of windys neck, sniffling quietly. he didnt like crying infront of people. he didnt like showing people his sad side. but sometimes it was too much. "i was so scared... i thought i lost you," he mumbled into his fur. the could feel windys soft pelt brush against his face, his scent filling his nose. windystar was alive and well, he was standing right here speaking to him. he needed to remind himself that he was okay.

"i forgive you."