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Originally Posted by Beta
as amber and blue eyes shifted forward, a bit of anxiety showing in them as his snow white pelt pricked. Buttercupbreeze seemed calm, yet there was a sense of something else in the air. There was a slight look in the molly’s eyes. She was completely lost it all made sense now, as he stood up straight, the molly was looking at him studying him. Yet the bottom line of it was he could tell that she had no idea what he was thinking.
As he looked down at his paws for a moment his thoughts began to wander. He could tell that he really needed to calm down, Asterbounce was a nice cat he wouldn’t judge him for nothing. Right? He shook his head trying to shake the thought of how this could go wrong looking at a bright side of things, his his face was keeping the rest of his body warm. Yes! He had been anxious over so much yet this felt more real. If he was honest with himself he knew he would be alright as his whiskers twitched around a look of anticipation shined in his eyes as he tried to put a look of calm on his draped features as a look of excitement washed over him for a moment. So many feelings! He couldn’t tell if he was angry or excited or scared, or even if he was ready or not. There was a lot happening to say the least. Countless times he had felt as if he was going to make a fool of him self it had been pressure to say the least but there was a look of, happy in his eyes the tables had turned in his mind he was going to be strong. A small smile crosssed his white maw as she mentioned his flowers.
He nodded it had taken a while, and he was glad that he could escape his own thoughts. It wasn’t something he wanted to focus on at the moment to say the least as the pale sunlight began to fade he took a deep breath before answering her question, “I mean it would have..” he meowed a chuckle interrupting his thought “But I made Shrikepaw help.” he said almost bringing in a full laugh. Oh how she had hated it but he knew she loved it deep down as he gave her a warm smile Cotton could tell how hard she was trying to counteract his fears about this patrol, and he wanted to help with that. |
{I'm so sorry this is late lifes been crazy}
Seeing the anxiety face from his eyes Buttercupbreeze felt herself feel relived. The thought of some cat getting so worked up and anxious bugged her. She's gone through times in the past of Anxiety and Depression flaring up for different reasons, never really explained though. One thing was this molly almost hates confining in others, the reason being she was to stubborn to admit it or she wasn't wanting to bother any cat with her problems. That wasn't the issue right now though this was about Cottonspirit, the tom was all worried about his date still. Well the wave of emotions that seemed off him seemed to be more then just worry. Was love really worth all this? That thought ran through her head though she dismissed it as quick as it appeared. Love, no relationships in general were complicated and hard romantic relationships were just different. They were a irreplaceable bond between you and another cat, or that was what her mother called it. Get your head out of the clouds! The creamy feline scolded herself trying to concentrate on the large tom. He needed at least her attention. Though when his expression suddenly changed there was nothing keeping her from being surprised. It confused her a bit though, everything did at times but the sudden happiness reflecting in his mismatched eyes didn't make since to her. Why? Not that she didn't like him being happy it just confused and shocked her a bit, she tried to hide that though.
Noticing a smile play across his maw, however nurture it was behind flowers, Buttercup just felt herself smile back. At times smiles where like yawns for her, even if the smile was faked. The saying, "a smile can go a long way" seemed to cross her mind a lot. Maybe it was because smiles could brighten your day up or it was because she wanted others to see her as a joyful figure. Who wanted an emotional mess or a grump as their deputy? "Shrikepaw's your apprentice I'm guessing?" The molly asked giving a slight laugh to what he said he'd made her do. "Teaching her important warrior skills, I see." She joked a bit sarcastically a smirk playing over her muzzle. Okay she normally didn't act like this unless she knew you but the tom was asking for it. Though it felt nice and seeing him laugh made her happy. Especially since he was so caught up in this date and worried.