Ash snickered at the thought of the poor brown tom flopping around, his family watching. She was glad they were there for him at least where she was so busy. Though she didn't love their kits, she sure loved their father. Her golden eyes became something anew around him. Full of life, drinking in the tom's every detail as if each time she did it it would be her last. She placed herself carefully so that she faced him, her large midsection keeping them apart, though it was pressed against him lightly. She kneaded her paws into his chest playfully. "They'll know him so long as he doesn't flop over and smush them." She teased with a purr. Her tail tip flicked happily against the ground. She wished that she wasn't so ambitious and could just stick in here longer with him. Maybe if she didn't bear such a heavy burden of responsibility to her clan she would be happier here, want this, love this family that she had created with him.