[versailles]

Name:
hawthornkit ( hawthornpaw / hawthorn??? )

Gender:
agender ( they/them )

Appearance:
hawthornkit is a black and ginger mottled tortoiseshell cat with yellow eyes. ( picture )

Personality:
an odd fellow , hawthornkit is extremely set on the idea that the stars plan out peoples fate and decisions. They often make comments on how the stars have lead people to do things , rambling on and on about how they wonder what the stars will plan for people next. Oddly enough , hawthornkit doesn't believe in the idea of starclan , or rather the idea that your spirit goes to the stars. Instead , they believe that you actually become a star itself. Hawthorn also shows to be an awkward person , unless they are rambling on about the stars , they often don't know how to properly interact with others. They usually keep their replies short , although easily overwhelmed by social situations , they have small outbursts. Due to this , they don't have many friends and try to keep to themselves as much as they can. Despite being socially awkward , they are somewhat persuasive and somehow are able to convince people to do things , or agree with them. If they get into arguments , they usually use whoever is near them , convincing the person to join their side , so they win the argument. Hawthornkit , unfortunately , is very easily unmotivated , even by the smallest things. Someone turning them down can cause them to just want to lay in their nest all day and struggle to do anything else , including to even eat. They express having paranoia at times , sometimes even convincing themselves that everyone is out to get them in some way or another. This paranoia often causes them to have violent outbursts and pick fights with people or push others away , but ultimately this paranoia goes away for awhile and they end up having to apologize for any harm they've caused. Hawthornkit struggles with accepting the harsh truth of reality , going as far as to accuse people of lying to them. They shield themselves from anything they don't like , simply convincing themself it isn't true , and will make themself believe another thing.

Mention me:
@Stormpoppy