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Graysquirrel || @marni

The tom looked up at the silver bengal, his ears perking and then flattening against his skull in embarrassment. It's Cindersky, she was always reasonable, right? he thought, sifting through the memories he'd accumulated in his life. Yet, he still couldn't bring himself to treat himself as someone who'd shared a home with her. He looked away quickly and stood, tail tucked and posture low to the ground in some form of submission. Even if the molly seemed calm, the last thing he wanted was a fight. Cindersky . . . I'm sorry. I- I assume you want an explanation? I'm sorry I was away so long. After Nectarflame's whole meeting where I had to leave, I felt too embarrassed to come home. I was scared- he stopped to take a shaky breath. I was afraid my family and Clanmates would think less of me. That I would be less of the cat I had been. The idea of my family - especially my kids - thinking I was something less than what I had been was unbearable. he shuddered, still not looking at the molly.