Gullpaw’s alone time

[Mango]

Gullpaw continued to run in a blur of tears out of camp and out of Windclan territory before seeing a hole in a tree and staggering into the hole and curling up into a small ball sobbing as she laid there. She had no one now, but she didn’t need anyone. She managed all this time without friends, she didn’t need a mother or mentor anymore. She had Fizzletwist and that was enough. She could visit him in her dreams, except she was too upset to sleep now but she just wanted to curl up with Fizzletwist and sob on him but she couldn’t. The idea of hunting crossed her mind, but frankly knowing she couldn’t be with Fizzletwist until she was asleep made her decide against it. She’d wait for Starclan to take her so she could be with the one cat who actually cared Fizzletwist forever. That’s all she wanted. Maybe that would teach her mother a lesson...that coldhearted amber didn’t deserve her. She was in a really dark place and didn’t want her life to continue any more. But she didn’t want to deal with the clan begging her to be happy and functional, this was where she belonged waiting to die in a hole...but it would sadly take a while.