Basics
Current Name: Mistyshade
Other Names, if any: Mistykit, Mistypaw
Age (in moons): 46 moons
Gender: Female
Sexual Orientation: Bisexual
Creation Date: April 2021
Residential Information
Current Affiliation/Clan: ThunderClan
Former Affiliation/Clan, if any: N/A
Rank: Warrior
Mentor(s): N/A
Apprentice(s): Foxpaw, Possumpaw
Interpersonal Connections
Father(s): Unknown
Mother(s): Unknown
Sibling(s): Lightningpelt
Offspring: Tulippaw, Brightpaw, Sparrowflight (Adoptive), Hollykit (Unborn), Peonykit (Unborn)
Best Friend(s): N/A
Friend(s): Owlflame, Sunclaw
Neutral: N/A
Acquaintance(s): N/A
Enemies: N/A
Crush: Newtheart
Significant Other: N/A
Personality
Overview: Mistyshade has deeply changed after the battle with RiverClan. Her mindset has grown to be even more loyal and determined - and that’s not fully a good thing. It made her to be even more hard-working, determined to make a change. This seems like a perfect mindset, but isn’t. Due to the stress she is giving herself, due to oftentimes telling herself she’s disloyal if she doesn’t do something, it makes Mistyshade be worn out. She wakes up every day from one hour of sleep, which isn’t a healthy habit. Then, she mostly immediately goes hunting, coming back to camp after a while with prey. Mistyshade always seemed way to worn out, and her paws mostly hurt. Deep down, she knows she has to stop with this, but her other thoughts tell her that would be disloyal.
Since she got kits, Mistyshade has become protective and easily offended. If anyone says something bad about her kits, Mistyshade will strike back, probably forming an unhealthy relationship with that cat. She has become very closed due to her protectiveness. Of course, she stands by the sides of her friends like it always has been, but is cautios before forming new friendships. A tough, hard to crack shell has become of the once happy, bubbly and loyal warrior.
Mistyshade doesn't notice this. She is strict with herself, and has made no move to change her personality so far. If cats ask her about this, she replies with “Loyalty is my motivation”. Not many cats understand this, and deep down, she doesn’t herself. Obviously, it makes sense to be loyal and have that as motivation. But Mistyshade herself knows that loyalty doesn’t mean being worn out, dreading to stand up every day and open her eyes. She plans to make a change in her personality, because she knows it can’t keep going like this forever. What she is really looking for is a shoulder to lean on, a cat to trust with all her heart. Something like a mate, who helps take care of her kits.
Mistyshade knows this won’t ever happen. Actually, on the other side, she’s not sure if she even really wants it. She enjoys having kits for herself, to love, to care for, to form a bond with. This makes most cats be rather nervous to approach her. If she doesn’t know them, she can be rather hostile, even though she doesn’t know or notice this. This makes Mistyshade be not as loved throughout the clan as she once was. Everyone probably liked her more as bubbly, brave and loyal individual but she doesn’t feel like it any more.
In case you are wondering, yes, Mistyshade is having mental problems. It’s no mental illness or something, but it’s a bit like depression. Depression in another form. She doesn’t know what’s happening with her herself - but still she stays strong, standing up for everyone.
Mistyshade is still the strong warrior she always was. She is still amazing in combat, and strictly fights for her clan. When she looses a battle, she can become very furious with herself. If this happens, she isolates herself from her clanmates for sometime. She doesn’t enjoy this time, but alone time truly makes her see herself in a critical way. In alone time, Mistyshade realizes that something is wrong. That she isn’t herself anymore. This makes her determined to change herself.
After returning to her clan after what was moons, Mistyshade is now very motivated to prove herself to her clanmates. She knows many will not trust her anymore after she's been gone for so long but she hopes to regain their trust, making herself known well again. She has certainly become aware of her problems and how they led her to foolishness. She is very much trying to be better than her former self and care more about her mind and body.
Traits: + Loyal // Determined // Hard-Working
= Strict with herself // Easily Offended // Protective
- Tough // Worn out // Closed
Mental Age: 46 moons
Disorder(s): N/A
Phobias: Fear of Snakes
Sociability: 4/10
Outlook: Neutral
Responsibility: 9/10
Cleanliness: 7/10
Generosity: 6/10
Manners: 8/10
Bravery: 7/10
More Logical or More Emotional?: Emotional
Favorite Season: Newleaf
Favorite Food(s): Mice
Greatest Hope: To raise her kits to be strong warriors.
Greatest Strength: She can tame her thoughts to not absolutely drown in them.
Greatest Weakness: Her mindset isn't the best.
Worst Nightmare: To see her kits killed in front of her.
Deepest Darkest Secret: She is expecting a second litter.
Most Treasured Memory: Seeing her healthy kits for the first time.
Background
Place of Birth: ThunderClan Nursery
Zodiac: Leo
Former rank(s): Kit, Apprentice
Beliefs: StarClan, The Dark Forest
Physical Traits
Fur Color(s): Black
Fur Texture: Soft
Fur Length: Average / Medium
Markings: Small white speckles
Eye Color: Bright green
Body Type/Structure: Quite large
Voice: TBD
Gait: Very elegant
Scent: She smells like the fresh summer breeze.
Scars / Deformities: A limp on one of her front paws.
Diseases / Conditions: N/A
Coordination: 7/10
Reflexes: 8/10
Strength: 9/10
Image(s):
Her Album 
Cat Dump
