"Don't give up"
They say to me...
But I already have...
I'm broken inside that's no lie...
"Don't stop fighting"
They say...
If I say ok, I know I'm lying...
Then there's a boy...
I've like him for a very long time...
He makes me laugh, he makes me feel fine...
But I now know he can't be mine...
I'm losing grip...
I'm falling down...
But I hide my frown...
Don't wanna see them be sad...
That's bad...
If I told him how I feel now, he wouldnt love me...
Maybe if I said sooner...
Many.Maybe.Maybe...
Maybe this...
Maybe that...
Who the hell knows what he would think...
The sad thing is he doesn't know this is for him...
Maybe one day I'll say...
"I love you"
But that day isn't today...
"I refuse to love him!"
I yell!
But falls on deaf ears...
"Quit lying to your self" I think.
Then I start crying...
I feel so broken...
I feel so lost...
But ill keep on hopen!
Maybe...Maybe...
One day I won't be here...
I have given up...
Screw the world and its darkness!
Screw him who can't see!
I'm done with this feeling...
I'm done being me...
So let me go...
I'll see you soon...
And maybe one day you'll know how I felt for you...
I am lost...
I am broken...
~~
~Broken~[poem]
