Lavenderpaw is now an apprentice so she's not a little kit anymore. I've had a plan since her idea ever came into existence and now is the time to get the ball rolling on that. Keep in mind that this is a long time thing before you sign up.
Plot
Phase 1
Lavenderpaw is really glad that she's an apprentice now but she's changing and she can feel it. But she isn't ready yet. To prepare herself, she tries to make some friends. Being the apprentice she is, she announces in the apprentices den who would like to play in the snow with her. (This will change to playing in the water if there is no snow when this takes place.) Violetpaw, Frozenpaw, and Thunderpaw volunteer to go with her. With Lavenderpaw leading the group, the four kits go play in the snow/water. The four have a lot of fun and decide to make a pact. They will be best friends forever, even though they just had fun for like, a couple of minutes or so. Soon, you can see them all hanging out with each other.
But then, change comes too soon for Lavenderpaw. She starts questioning her gender after she learns that you can switch your gender or become another gender that isn't female or male. She then starts putting the pieces together about her starting to change and she spirals down into a dark phase. She distances herself from everyone, even her pactmates, and starts changing silently. Then, after a talk with her big bro Snakeheart, she comes out as a
trans tom and since she's still into toms, she also represent as gay.
She thinks that her change is done but not quite. There's still a long way to go...
(Also, I don't want to switch to he/him pronouns until she switches in roleplay so that's why you see she/her pronouns.)
Phase 2
Lavenderpaw slowly starts to go back to how she was but you can see that she's changed, even if it's not obvious. You see it mostly in her body language, in her eyes. Lavenderpaw, hoping to try and go back to her old life, seeks out Violetpaw, Frozenpaw, and [Thunderpaw. They follow her to Cattail Pond grudgingly and as soon as they get there, they start semi yelling at her, asking her what happened, why she broke the pact. Lavenderpaw shrinks back from them and soon the trio stop and listen to her explain. She explains from the beginning, basically giving her whole life story to them. She explains to them how she was feeling and that she was changing and couldn't stop it so she hid in the shadows, all alone. She soon figured out that she was not meant to be a female so she became a transgender tom and since she still had a prefrence to males, she became gay.
Violetpaw, Frozenpaw, and Thunderpaw listened patiently to Lavenderpaw's story and once she finished, they comforted her, forgiving her and that it wasn't her fault. Besides, they wouldn't admit it, but they had a crush on Lavenderpaw and it was what was keeping them together. Lavenderpaw was glad and they all played in Cattail Pond, catching some prey for themselves (and catching some to take back to the clan.) They thought it was all over. Boy, how wrong they all were.
A moon passes of relaxing from any troubles and they are all still best friends. Then, BOOM. Lavenderpaw is going through another phase again. She's lost in the same phase she had been before but now, she doesn't feel like a tom or a she-cat. She goes back to her old phase and starts focusing on the gender you can take when you don't feel like a she-cat or tom. Non-binary.
She starts mentally switching and she starts to prepare herself. She has to go through it all over again but she knows that she would rather go through it all over again instead of just being like this all the time. She gets out of her dark cloud and comes out as non binary and bisexual. She seeks out her pactmates once again.
Phase 3
Lavenderpaw finds them again and this time, they are actually mad at her, crushes aside. She once again takes them to Cattail Pond explains to them. She isn't surprised when Frozenpaw and Thunderpaw get mad. But she's surprised and something blooms in her heart when Violetpaw doesn't get mad and instead is understanding of her. Frozenpaw and Thunderpaw get jealous when they see Lavenderpaw seeming to be having a better time with Violetpaw and they change their attitudes to try and match Violetpaw. This time, they're more grown up so they spend the time hunting and just catching up instead of playing.
2 moons pass and Lavenderpaw, while she does spend time with her pactmates, she seems to be spending more time with Violetpaw. The thing in her heart starts getting bigger but before she can realize her feelings for Violetpaw, she spirals down once again (and for the last time) into a phase. This time, she isn't as closed off. The only cats she lets in are Snakeheart and Violetpaw. Violetpaw makes her realize why she had all those phases and Lavenderpaw realizes that she doesn't only feel like a she-cat, tom, or non-binary, she feels like all of them. She realizes the proper term for it, genderfluid, and she becomes pansexual. Finally, it's over.
End
Lavenderpaw returns to her mostly normal self with some changes and she gets all her pactmates together and explains to them her new self, mostly only explaining to Frozenpaw and Thunderpaw. She tells them that's it's all over.
They hunt and while hunting, Lavenderpaw stays mostly with Violetpaw. After some awkward small talk, Lavenderpaw ends up confessing to Violetpaw that she has a crush on them. Violetpaw tells them that they feel the same but just couldn't find the right time to tell her.
Unfortunately, Frozenpaw and Thunderpaw overhear their private conversation and they get really mad cause they were both kind of jealous of Violetpaw. Frozenpaw and Thunderpaw team up to try and fight Violetpaw but Lavenderpaw gets in the way and tells them that's she's already chosen who she wants to be with. After that, the pack breaks apart, all of them becoming enemies.
That's the end but Lavenderpaw and Violetpaw will still go on. Depending on birth genders, they either have kits or adopt.
Roles
Cat 1
Cat 1 has to be around Lavenderpaw's age, an apprentice. Gender doesn't matter since it won't matter to Lavenderpaw. Gender can change throughout time as well. Prefer AMAB if you want biological kits but if you don't mind adopting, you can go wild with the gender, I guess. Must be Riverclan. In terms of personality, I don't know how to explain it but if you read the whole plot, I think you can guess what the general personality should be. TAKEN!
Cat 2
Cat 2 has to be around Lavenderpaw's age, an apprentice. Gender doesn't matter. Must be Riverclan. I don't think sexuality matters since Cat 2 will fall too much for Lavenderpaw that gender won't matter to them throughout the plot. In terms of personality, I don't know how to explain it but if you read the whole plot, I think you can guess what the general personality should be. TAKEN!
Cat 3
Cat 3 has to be around Lavenderpaw's age, an apprentice. Gender doesn't matter. Must be Riverclan. I don't think sexuality matters since Cat 3 will fall too much for Lavenderpaw that gender won't matter to them throughout the plot. In terms of personality, I don't know how to explain it but if you read the whole plot, I think you can guess what the general personality should be. TAKEN!
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