DEERSPARK "Wait, don't go away, can I lie here forever?"
Deerspark is 30 moons old! I'm looking for somecat within the 27---32 range!
Deerspark had been in love once. Only once. Never again really. When he was younger, heck, even now, he was never good at communicating. Or taking. His mind was far too fast for his lips, and her preferred limited attention and contact anyways.
Was he lonely? Yes, heavens yes, and he still is, but when he was younger, it was less bad since he had his parents and the comfort of going out of camp with them to look for moths. But a curious kit (Tadpolekit) would prove to change his life for the better, and he had his first real friend.
He had an anchor once his parents eventually passed, and he also had blooming feelings. Tadpolesprint was his rock, his best friend. So, imagine getting everything you could've ever wanted, and then screwing it all up?
It was perfect. He was happy, she was happy and planning to hopefully adopt. But good things never lasted very long for Deerspark apparently, and Tadpolesprint, along with his son, completely disappeared.
Such events really messed Deerspark up, and his insecurities and social/separation anxiety only worsened.
Has Deerspark gotten over his (probably dead but maybeeee just missing?) wife? No, no he hasn't, which is why this will be a slow burn!
Deerspark is a little guy, I love my little guy, my little guy deserves the best. Also, sorry to disappoint, but Deerspark is only attracted to she-cat's! (Though, one sided love plots are always a win :3) He's also looking for kids, biological or adoptive, infact, you can toss in possible kids here! He still wants kids, regardless of having a relationship.
WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR
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For one, somecat who matches or contradicts his energy, heck, it can be a mixture of both! You can even try out the enemies to lovers trope, as long as said "enemy" improves this behavior as their relationship progresses (thus the slowburn!)
Deerspark doesn't want any flings, but I welcome situationships (he'll be confused as beans, but as long as he isn't mentally scarred for life, we're good!). Ending on good or bad terms is completely up to you! Though, keep in mind that this finder is for a forever lover, so I'll be looking for those applications too!
And please oh please oh please, be creative! I will completely ignore bland applications, I need something interesting! Please, go into as much depth as needed, by poor boy deserves it.
If you aren't familiar with Deerspark, I encourage you to look at his posts in Lionsbeach, where he's interacting with Badgerclaw. It shows the most of his awkward character and why I love him so much. He's a worry wart, but also a moth obsessed sweetheart. I can't wait to see what y'all come up with!
WHO IS DEERSPARK?
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"Wouldn't you like to know, weather boy?"
Underneath all of his own fears and anxiety is a cat with a heart of gold and some playful sarcasm and snark. He enjoys a good amount of teasing with those he holds dear as well as friendly competition! Most of his internal monologue has bucket loads of sass in them, something that hasn't left him despite his families unfortunate departure. And on top of that, Deerspark feels a need to be recognized, validated. Not in a huge, "RAHHH IM A LIONHEART!!" kind of way, but moreso a, "Hey, you're not completely worthless and dumb and stupid and absolutely annoying." Yup, what a swell guy.
On top of all his other mental problems, Deerspark also deals with constant nightmares and sleep paralysis demons. Which... Is a shame. He's not as startled by what he sees anymore since he knows it's not there, but he can't shake the feeling of pure eeriness and discomfort with every visit and prolonged white eyed stare. Hense the reason why Deerspark is so jumpy--- well, it actually enhances his jumpiness, and now he can't help but yelp when a cat sneaks up on him.
So, if you're up for that, come on! Make an application, WEEEEEEE.
[LF] after an hour, it sounds like complaining
